DESIRE

Eh... dh nk raya lah

2010-09-03T13:50:00.002+08:00

Ramadhan is coming to an end. How time flies ey. I’m not really satisfied with myself on reciting the Quran during this ramadhan. Too slow and too little time spent on it *sigh*. Talking about bad time management and unable to resist the laziness.

Anyhoo, the eid preparation went well and almost finish. Already get myself 2 pairs of baju raya but without the matching scarf and shoe. Never bother about them tho. I always put on something that available. As for kuih raya, am gonna collect the final cookies and cake from elya this weekend. Am thinking of going to pasar pagi as well for the last shopping for kuih raya. Duit raya had already changed and sorted into few different categories haha.

Am not only done with eid preparation but almost finish with my holiday preparation too. And now I’m dying for September salary *sigh*. Plus, I need to get something for Alisya since I didn’t get her anything yet. Should recalculate my budget and reduce unnecessary expenses. How I wish I could get her the super comfy blanket that I saw at sunway. I can’t remember the brand but their items were so cool.

Since I’m not updating this blog frequently, I may wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA to anyone who read DESIRE. Have a great hari raya and holidays. Saya cuti lame tau starting from 9 – 20 September. X sabarnye nk blk rayaaaa…

A story to tell

2010-08-09T14:23:00.002+08:00

Boring kn blog ni sbb n3 yg lps2 semue pn cm xbest. So n3 kali ni cite yg best sket la kot so that kalo ade la readers yg rajin bce n3 kt cni xla bosan sgt. Xingt dh ble this thing happened tp yg pasti on weekdays b4 nk pg kje.

Dya always pg kje dlu eventho tmpt kje die lg dkt compared to mine. So on that morning I was in the kitchen doing-something-I-can’t-remember-anymore n dya had ready for work. She opened the front door+grill lock b4 entered the kitchen to wash her hand and grab her biscuit. Then off she went to her car.

As I had settled with doing-something-I-can’t-remember-anymore I went upstairs to get ready for work. But once I reached the final staircase there was ‘something’ lying in front of our clothes room. Something I was scared of. So my dearie readers take a wild guess now…
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It was a CAT!!! A chubby orange+white cat. I was dumbfounded for a few seconds before running downstairs not knowing what to do. I was panic that I called dya from the house. What on earth I was thinking when I did that *sigh*. Obviously, she can’t hear me so I ended up running to her car and told her about the cat. I know some of you either dumfounded or rofl like there’s no tomorrow by now. A cat is a big no no for me. If you are my friend then you should know my reaction everytime I see cat.

The funny part was when we’re (or should I say dya) trying to get the cat out of the house. Since both of us afraid of the cat so we’re trying to call the cat from downstairs. How do you call your cat? Dya used the word ‘miaw’ to call the cat. Is it true? Hahaha it was so funny you know. At first the cat didn’t even wanna show itself even dya had ‘miawing’ so many times. We even used a bread to get the cat came down. Again what on earth we’re thinking. Since when cat n bread are related to each other…there goes another *sigh*. Oh dya also use a phrase ‘meh turun meh’ while waving the bread to the cat (seriously it was so funny n dya is definitely gonna kill me for writing this). As dya moved away from the staircase the cat finally ran down and out of the house. I guess the cat was afraid of dya too. Phew… how relieved I was. So practically, the word and phrase that dya used are worked.

You may wonder why dya had to get the cat out of the house. Well… I was so confident that the cat was in when dya let the front door opened when she was in the kitchen. Since she is the one that let the cat in so she had to make sure the cat was out too thehehe…

Introducing Darwisy's lil sister

2010-08-09T10:57:00.006+08:00

Qaseh Alisya

My 2nd niece and i didn't have a chance to meet her yet. Perfect timing ey, looks like maksu has to add in more budgets for duit raya :)

On a serious notes

2010-08-06T09:27:00.001+08:00

I’m gonna hit 27 in a month++ and yet I still haven’t figure out what I really wanna do in my life. Seriously, I never had a passion while working as an engineer. I guess it’s not something that I really wanna do. But having a fact that I’d spent 4 yrs to become one, I was so determined to be an engineer back then. Now, after 3.5++ it’s kinda pathetic to know I don’t even have a heart to spend the rest of my working life as engineer…

Desire bersiaran kembali hehehe...

2010-07-12T15:33:00.002+08:00

Woohooo… it has been such a long time since the last n3 ey. Seriously I felt like closing this blog. Though I’m not busy at work I don’t have the passion to write anymore. Somehow I lost the excitement in blogging :(.
Ramadhan is coming in a month time and I had settled my puasa ganti. Phew… lega kalo x sure kelam kabut nk ganti. The interesting part of ganti puasa is that I managed to lose weight. Nmpk sgt kalo x puasa mkn like there’s no tomorrow. So instead of jom makan2 why don’t we go for jom puasa2. Selain dpt pahala bleh jugak kuruskn badan n warm up utk ramadhan kn. 3 in 1 how cool is that.
Oh currently I’m listening to airplane, beggin n butterfly. These are the track from Showdown 2010. Too bad HMC Phlow didn’t make it to the final this week. I love their move ey. Sleek n synchronize. They’re so good but the battle with WAKAKA is just beyond their will. Bkn dieorg x bagus in fact joe pn puji strategy faruq for the battle tp sbb WAKAKA kn mmg experienced dlm battle nih. Anyway, out of 6 HMC members nih apsal la I can only recognize 4. Faruq, fuzz, epul ngan mail j. Apsal la ssh sgt nk ingat yg mane satu angah n yg mne satu fareez. Xphm btul bknnye muka dieorg same pn. Kalo khenobu n juicy (GBC) tu x la plak I confuse (sbb khenobu tu cute sgt kn kn) eventho dieorg adek beradek. Can’t wait for the last performance from GBC, FF and WAKAKA n of course the final battle!

OCD Part 1

2010-05-05T10:00:00.004+08:00

This is an informative n3 about OCD. Feel free to leave if you are not interested...

What is obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)?
Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is an anxiety disorder characterized by uncontrollable, unwanted thoughts and repetitive, ritualized behaviors you feel compelled to perform. If you have OCD, you probably recognize that your obsessive thoughts and compulsive behaviors are irrational – but even so, you feel unable to resist them and break free.

Like a needle getting stuck on an old record, obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) causes the brain to get stuck on a particular thought or urge. For example, you may check the stove twenty times to make sure it’s really turned off, you’re your hands until they’re scrubbed raw, or drive around for hours to make sure that the bump you heard while driving wasn’t a person you ran over.

Understanding obsessions and compulsions
Obsessions are involuntary, seemingly uncontrollable thoughts, images, or impulses that occur over and over again in your mind. You don’t want to have these ideas – in fact, you know that they don’t make any sense. But you can’t stop them. Unfortunately, these obsessive thoughts are usually disturbing and distracting.

Compulsions are behaviors or rituals that you feel driven to act out again and again. Usually, compulsions are performed in an attempt to make obsessions go away. For example, if you’re afraid of contamination, you might develop elaborate cleaning rituals. However, the relief never lasts. In fact, the obsessive thoughts usually come back stronger. And the compulsive behaviors often end up causing anxiety themselves as they become more demanding and time-consuming.
Most people with obsessive-compulsive disorder fall into one of the following categories:

Washers are afraid of contamination. They usually have cleaning or hand-washing compulsions.
Checkers repeatedly check things (oven turned off, door locked, etc.) that they associate with harm or danger.
Doubters and sinners are afraid that if everything isn’t perfect or done just right something terrible will happen or they will be punished.
Counters and arrangers are obsessed with order and symmetry. They may have superstitions about certain numbers, colors, or arrangements.
Hoarders fear that something bad will happen if they throw anything away. They compulsively hoard things that they don’t need or use.

Just because you have obsessive thoughts or perform compulsive behaviors does NOT mean that you have obsessive-compulsive disorder. Many people have mild obsessions or compulsions that are strange or irrational, but they’re still able to lead their lives without much disruption. But with obsessive-compulsive disorder, these thoughts and behaviors cause tremendous distress, take up a lot of time, and interfere with your daily routine, job, or relationships.

My job is killing me

2010-05-04T14:14:00.002+08:00

Things don’t really turn out well lately. The hatred that I’ve for my job has grown stronger. I’m so sad. I really am. I feel like everybody is taking me for granted. Why do I need to do others job when they can do it on their own. You and your lame reason are killing me. Just because she’s your favorite worker then I’ve to help her by all means so that she doesn’t screw up? Dang. She’ll never learn and all you have is a drafter? Is that what you want? To the worker (sadly you’re my friend too) you are an engineer, so treat yourself as one. I really don’t wanna hate you but it seems like the feeling just grew deep down inside my heart...

Anybody miss me or my n3 :)

2010-04-30T14:04:00.005+08:00

Whoa... blog ni dh cipta rekod nih. 2 bln xde n3 n siap terlepas 2nd anniversary lg. Bknnye busy pn tp everytime nk update blog ade j halangannye. Btul ni xtipu dh byk draft n3 yg t'pakse didelete sbb xsesuai dh nk publish. Tula next time better post j ape yg dh draft tu xyah ngade2 nk edit ke hape.

This week mmg la mls nk kje since dh 2 minggu xmsk opis. 2 weeks before ade training kt PJ then after that i took one week leave. Best tau cuti xyah pk pape psl kje. Yg xbestnye part gaining weight tu j la kn. Maunye x gain weight kalo after dinner mkn roti canai lak. Isk isk isk...

Eh last month kn my sis dh selamat delivered her baby boy. Now i have 3 nephews la. Otw blk kl aritu smpt la visit my sis skejap.

introduce u to Mohamed Hanif

My mom called yesterday. My sis yg kje kt sibu tu dh dpt transfer ke jb together wif the hubby. Huhu jeles semue org duk kt johor. Farhan sure hepi sbb uncle n aunty bleh slalu visit die.

Of making decision...

2010-02-27T12:43:00.003+08:00

I was never good when it comes to decision making. And when I really had to make one, I was having a doubt in my decision. Am I doing the rite thing?

Here goes the story. I was assigned a new project that uses Siemens SLI System (the boss who assigned the project was currently in OZ and will assign any project that uses 3S to me). But then, I requested to my sr to have other person to take over the project since I don’t want all 3S projects handle solely by me. My sr kinda agrees with the idea :).

He held a meeting to find the ‘lucky person’ for the project. As usual, there was a volunteer session for everyone who interested in having a new task. Obviously, no one was interested!!! (sungguhlah xb’dedikasi electrical engineer favco nih). After considering everyone task in hand, it left N (not me ok!) and S for the project. N kept saying that she wanted to be PIC no.2 as she had her own reason why she didn’t want the project. But, S was saying nothing about it. Neither showed her interest nor refused the project. My sr asked me to choose which one I was preferred to work with. I suggested having a vote for it. But it turned out that the vote was only made by me, (cis, xmembantu lgsg…). It was N who get the job.

Now I’m listing the facts that cause me to have a doubt while making the decision… eceh

Previously, S said she wanted to learn 3S. She even offered to help in the 3S documentation (but she didn’t)
When the project was open for everyone, why she didn’t volunteered in the first place. I really didn’t get it
When S told us (N and me) that A (our big boss here) was asking her to learn 3S, N kept saying (to me of course) that there was no way S will get to learn it. They (the boss in OZ n my sr) most probably will ask her to take over the Siemens thingy. If you ever wonder why, it’s simply because she helped me in the previous project.
Since N knew that I was assigned with the project, she was asking if there was anything that she could help. I wasn’t sure if she was interested with the project or she didn’t want my sr to assign her with other task (this is what she told me)
The reason N didn’t want the project is because of S. She didn’t want to have an issue with S since S had mentioned earlier that she want to be part of Siemens team. Frankly, I didn’t see this as a valid reason since S didn’t take the opportunity that she had earlier.

So people, I don’t know if having a vote to choose between both of them is the best way to do. I just want to be fair to both of them. I don’t want to choose based on my preference (seriously, I don’t have any hehehe…).

As for me, eventho this is a good opportunity to have another project with slightly different design (this is an explosion proof design) all I want to say is thanks, but no thanks. Since working like h*** doesn’t promise me with worth bonus, I’m learning to say NO hehehe….*evil grin*

p/s: apparently my sr not yet told my boss in OZ about N taking over the project. So, if this is not happening, I’ll be busy doing the project through out the year waaaaaaaaaaa

Cooking n eating

2010-02-24T15:45:00.009+08:00

before cny aritu, my sis n i pg la bli multi purpose cooker n oven sbb time2 perayaan nih brg2 electric kt giant mmg slalu ade promosi. kiteorg tgh excited nk try recipe2 cupcake n muffin yg ade dlm collection we all tuh.

tp kn ble pg giant last week nk cri bahan2 nk buat cupcake or muffin byk sgt yg xde. nasib la kiteorg mmg plan nk buat spaghetti jugak. so cri bhn2 buat spaghetti j la eventho ade jugak yg xde. haih giant putra heights ni mmg la...

yg bestnye we all jumpe mi udon yg halal yeay! before this kiteorg jumpe gak mi udon yg kering tuh tp xde plak halal sign tu. ni kiteorg jumpe udon yg basah n ade halal jakim. so after this we all nk try buat mi udon plak.

so buat pertame kalinye n3 utk 2010 ni ade pic. presenting our spaghetti sauce cooked in the multi pressure cooker...

tadaa... nmpk sedap kn kuah spaghetti ni

ni 1st time buat tau. xgne pn prego tuh sbb gne recipe yg original la konon2nye. tp rsenye kurg masam sket kot. kalo masam lg+pedas sket mesti lg best. xpe next time bleh modified sket resepi yg ade tuh. eh tpkn msk gne pressure cooker ni sng la. tetibe i excited plak memsk hehe...

food kt bwh ni of course la bkn we all yg msk kn. it's manhattan platter for 2 (sorry, i xingt la name die) from Manhattan Fish Market. best tau meal ni n 1 thing for sure, you all akan kekenyangan after abes mkn hehe.

my sis blanje kt subang parade...

Aktiviti kt office

2010-02-24T10:11:00.004+08:00

n3 ni ditulis disbbkn saye dh bosan surfing internet (bosan ke??? rsenye sbb sr mechanical engineer tu ade kt sbelh lh hehe...). kalo saye asik statik j dpn pc ni (sbb bce blog tangan ni xde nk gerak mne nye pn kn) mestilah sr tu prasan yg saye ni mmg xbuat kje pn. saye bkn nk b'pura2 tp nnt ade yg sakit hati tgk saye b'senang2 pdhl die tu dok busy memanjang (saye rse die mmg dh sakit hati pn sbb tu asik tanye ble lappy saye nk siap!!!). haih... dh kne sound byk kali pn bleh lg saye buat bodoh j mmgla xde mase depan kt company ni. eleh xheran pn, mcmla saye nk duduk b'tapa lme2 kt cni. saye bkn xb'syukur dgn kje yg ade skang tp saye rse mcm nk environment yg baru lh. saye dh rse tepu kt cni (dn juga sakit hati agaknye). ye la after 2.5yrs kje kt cni saye blom dpt lg 1 bln bonus. sedih tau org lain agaknye after 1thn kje dh dpt b'bln2 bonusnye. xkesahla kalo mmg satu company pn dpt camtu tp TAK okeh! sbb tu la saye marah dn sakit hati. oh lbh baik saye berhenti drpd menulis tntg bonus itu sbb temperature saye bleh naik anytime soon. xbest la kn habis ilang nnt mood saye nk menulis n3 yg dh jarang2 ade di blog nih.
lately byk plak jumpe blog2 yg best dibce. mmg xjd kje la dibuatnye. tpkn b'pinar gakla mata kalo dh mengadap blog j kjenye. dn yg xbestnye ble tangan ni xactive pegang mouse die dok active menyuap makanan plak. aduhai mcm mne la xgemook. my colleague pnh cakap 'ko pttnye kje ngan thomas, then bru la ko kurus sbb ko tension'. huhu... mati hidup blk pn saye xnk ulang sejarah oriental precision tuh. indeed project tu was a precious experience for me sbb xconfident lgsg bleh buat project tu tp saye xsanggup dh titik! eh rsenye colleague saye tu dh misunderstood lah. saye bkn tension kje dgn thomas. thomas tu baik sgt n die sabar aje mengajar saye yg serbe tatau nih. kesian kn thomas org lain ingt die yg menyebabkn saye jd tension huhu...

Blog ini sudah bersawang!

2010-02-19T10:14:00.002+08:00

hi people.

ade lg ke org yg visit blog nih. ntah2 yg pnh bce pn dh give up dh nk jenguk sbb dh lme gle blog ni xb'update. huhuhu gomen ne. lately mmg xde mood nk b'blogging. tp arini saye rajinkn diri lh utk n3 bln ni :).

n3 ni still lg ditulis memalui pc sbb lappy blom dpt2 lg. ntah la dh mls nk amik tau psl lappy tuh. suke ati die la nk ok ke x.

cuti cny thn ni sgtla heaven eventho p'jlnan pg n blk tu sgtla tension. my mom masak mcm2 mse cuti tu. ade bubur pulut hitam, bubur lambuk, serawa durian, kueh koci, jemput2 n nasi himpit+kuah kcg+sambal goreng yg mmg dh lme gle craving for all those foods. lps tu mkn durian yg my mom frozenkn mcm xingt dunia. seyes mkn byk gle with my sis sbb sebok dok rse yg mne best. last2 semue pn kiteorg rse huhuhu. pastu ade gak buah rambai yg sgt manis tp xbleh nk mkn byk2 sbb sakit perut. then ade keropok lekor yg super duper best xmcm kt kl yg byk tepung tuh n ice cream yg lemak b'cream pelbagai jns flavour. jdnye berat yg bru j nk trn sbb diet after blk kg mse new year aritu dh naik blk, cis. penat tau diet sng2 j berat ni naik blk tsk...tsk.

1st N3 for 2010

2010-01-08T14:36:00.006+08:00

Kesiannye blog ni. Tuan punye mcm dh xnk amik tau dh psl die. Tp bknnye author die mls nk menulis dh tp sbb lappy blom kuar 'ward' lg. N tuan punye lappy dh takut nk pg IT department tanye ble lappy die nk siap. Jdnye tunggu j la 'doc'2 kt IT tu siap operate lappy die hehe...
Dn lg azam thn bru cik author adlh mengurgkn segale rungutan dn byk2kn b'sabar sket thn ni. Jdnye xbleh la asek tulis n3 xpuas ati j kn. Tulis n3 yg +ve2 j bru lh ceria hidup ni kn. Tp kalo psl keje mmg la pyh benornye nk b'sabar. Bru msk kje 3 hari dlm thn bru ni asek naik j temperature. Sampaikn pakcik thomas kt denmark tu pn cm tau2 j cik najiba kt FFB ni dh nk kuar aura volcano nk meletup. Die reply email gaye baik gle pdhl sblm tu cik adik sorg nih send email gaye sarcastic abes kt die. Seyes rse besalah sgt2. Hailoh mmg la xsuke perasaan cmni. Dhla thomas tu ntah pangkat manager ke director. Suke2 j engineer yg sorg nih bg email cmtu kt die huhu... ampun thomas next time I dh bg dh email cmtu kt u. Btul saye xbuat dh kn azam thn bru saye nk byk2kn b'sabar :).
Oh blog ni stil xbejaye diupdate dgn gambar2 yg menarik. Jgn la tanye kn td dh tulis yg lappy blom dpt lg. So ssh la kn nk kje2 transfer-upload nih. Xpela bkn ade gambar extraordinary pn. Gambar biase2 j walaupn cik author nk sgt ltk pic t'baru die kt cni tsk...tsk... :(

Just a little Update

2009-12-28T11:05:00.000+08:00

Hi people. It's been a while since the last n3, ey. Blame my hard disc for comitting suicide together with my UNSAVED documents and drawings!!! Now my laptop is still 'warded' in IT department and i'd to use any pc available within the department. How i wish i'll have my laptop anytime soon... *sigh*
Am not going to write anything long here. Just to post an update so that you'll know that this blog is still alive. Perhaps i can upload pictures once i've my loptop back. Till then byebye...
Oh not to forget 'Happy New Year' everyone...

What did I do...

2009-10-30T09:56:00.007+08:00

Ini adlh n3 yg sgt random. Tatau nk tulis ape sbnrnye n since I don't really have work to do so I'm writing this to kill the time.

Alhamdulillah I've been recovered from fever+flu+cough which cause me to take 2 days mc last week n also waste my 1/2 day leave. So my AL is officially nil tsk… tsk. Anyhoo, it's good to be in the pink of health again. I'm sick of taking all those pills ok.

On the weekend, my sis n I went to see our matrix ex-housemate, Tasha. It has been 8 yrs since we saw each other last time. Never thought that we can see each other again after the long silence. Had our lunch at nandos mid valley before continued our chat session at coffee bean. Blame me for not taking any picture. I guess the running nose made me so blur n totally forget to take any picture of us :(. Err… miraculously I did remember to 'tapau' my yummy licious cinnamon rolls from saint cinnamon hehe :). Had the original and blueberry flava. Tell you, my appetite when I was sick was scary. I ate more than normal days. Is it because all the pills that I had? Yeah rite, blame the pills huhu.

The next day, we went to 'pasar pagi' eventho I was tired n a little bit dizzy in the morning. Haven't been there for quite some times. So we do miss our all-time faveret 'bihun soto'. Hmm the 'bihun soto' still remains its finger licking good taste eventhough the quantity might have been reduced? I had my cendol as well n my sis still with her abc. N then my sis bought some 'apam' which have different type of flava. I looike the different taste they had. Next time we should try other flava and err… buy more than three?

This week I had made up my mind to work on my demo kit. Unfortunately, steven wasn't around for the whole week n gracie wasn't in the office on Monday and Thursday. Obviously, this-not-so-dedicated-worker has changed her mind. Instead of getting her demo kit done by end of this week she was enjoying her leisure time in the office. Oh not only enjoying the time but the food also... dang.

Me vs SV

2009-10-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hi people. Here's another story that you can possibly ignore since there's nothing interesting about it. But being the author of the blog I can write whatever I want isn't it? Hehe blame me for being 'gila kuasa' for a while.
Last week was a bit boring here in the office. Nothing much to do so I ended up surfing internet and replying emails for the whole week. Wah, cik najiba makan gaji buta nampaknye. It turned out to be a tiring week also since I'd to pretend that I got work to do. Our bosses here rather see us pretending with our work than having a fact we're enjoying our free time. How pathetic there are, you tell me.
Anyhoo, it was Friday afternoon when the internet was finally came to live after having breakdown since Thursday evening. I was reading my-recently-favourite blog when my sv caught me in action (memang xbleh nk cover pape dh. Blog tu siap ade gambar lg…aiseh). He was standing next to my cubicle and asked;

"Ha buat ape tu? Bile you nak siapkan demo kit you?"

And I innocently replied him;

"Ala I malas la nk buat. Nanti you dh clearkn barang2 you tu I buat la. Next week barang2 you tu dh xde kn?"

Phew luckily the big boss wasn't around so I can simply answered him like that. I thought he was going to MME site after lunch. Apparently, he was not. He was in the lab all this while. Dang, how come I don't even realize it.

Treasure Hunt 2009

2009-10-15T13:49:00.004+08:00

I don't feel like writing today. Hope u guys will enjoy the pictures. I'll upload more if i've the chance to do so...

before start the hunting. it's picture time :)

wanna take a wild guess what we're looking at ???

... the answer for the crash-head-killing question. it's the most interesting part... lol

the 6th runner up. yeay!!!

A warm up n3

2009-10-14T14:59:00.004+08:00

Lately makin mls nk menulis eventho this week agak free kt opis sbb xde specific task yg kne buat. Pastu ade pulak 'org' yg xphm2 bahase eventho dh bg 'sorry but nope' statement tuh. Stop bothering me la. Dh la the fact that he/she knows me but I've no idea who's the hell he/she annoys me sOOO much. And the fact that ade org yg 't'sgt la baik hatinye' bg my phone no pd die had really made me pissed off. You don't know how to respect other ppl, ey.

Anyhoo, will see how far he/she will go. You don't have any idea how ignorant I can be. Told you I'm not talking to stranger and I didn't do crap conversation. Mean, no? It's just me being myself… sue me but I'm not going to be nice just to please you.

ps: tetibe emo lak. jgn emo jgn emo nnt cepat tua…

pss: if that person happened to be my friend, siap la

psss: phone no die ble t'blk2 same cm no i***l. that's why I replied in the place

After 26 years...

2009-10-07T08:49:00.005+08:00

abah, selamat hari jadi yg ke-69

P/s: will write the story later on. been busy with testing and will extremely busy when start assisting TD133 assembly :(

Random Pictures

2009-10-01T13:16:00.005+08:00

Blog ni dh lme xde pic kn. So n3 kali ni saye letak random pic la ye utk tatapan semue. Raya aritu xamik pic pn so mmg xde la pic raya. Xpela janji ade pic yg bleh diletak kt cni bg ceria sket blog tuan umah…

ni 2 out of 3 hamper yg my sis dya dpt utk raye. harap bakul j lawa tp isi kt dlm agak mengeciwakn gak la. tp at least dpt gak la hamper free drpd saye yg xdpt pape ni

on da way blk johor 19092009. hujan dn jam. tp penyebab jam bkn sbb hujan tp sbb org duk sebok tgk accident at the other side. tension btul...

anis yg tgh busy main kete bomba farhan. dr mlm raye lg die excited gle ngan kete bomba tu siap bwk tido lg

cuba teka sape ni??? ni la darwisy yg sgt la chomellllllll. geram gle ngan pipi die tuh. mmg best dicubit2 hahaha

p/s: pic farhan xde sbb ble dh besar n dh pandai amik pic gne hp so asek die j nk amik gambar, org nk amik gambar die pn ssh. He even asked her aunty if he can have her hp... *sigh*

Cerita Raya

2009-09-29T11:01:00.000+08:00

Alahai kesian btul blog ni. Author die tetibe dpt task final week b4 raya aritu then tetibe jd busy smpi xsempt nk tulis n3 utk wish raya :(. Tp raya kn sbln so smpt la lg nk wish you pembace2 sekalian Selamat Hari Raya ye :). Sronoknye cuti raya sminggu smpi dh mls nk dtg kje kn.
Raya thn ni agak best sbb dpt buat activities yg mmg dh lme xbuat mse raye thn2 yg sudah. Plg best sbb dpt main fire cracker!!! Dh lme gle xmain fire cracker ni. Tp dek kerane nk m'hiburkn my niece yg bru 1t3b tu (ye la sgt) t'pakse la I main bunga api dgn gumbiranye. Si cilik tu pulak ble tgk maksu die buat fire cracker show terus excited nk main. Dhtu siap nk bakar sendri fire cracker tuh. Sronok weh main fire cracker ni eventho main b'dua je ngan my cousin elya. Cik adik yg sorg tuh lg terror dr I tau. Die boleh je bakar bunga api tu gne ubat nyamuk. Kalo tunggu I buat cmtu alamatnye smpi esok pg pn xnyala2 lg fire cracker tuh. Tp kn fire cracker skang dh xsecantik bunga api dolu2.
Thn ni my uncles n aunties semue dh blk ari rabu tuh, jdnye hari khamis my family n I plak yg kuar beraye. We all pg umah my aunties. Xingt dh ble kali t'akhir I beraye umah dieorg. Kalo hari2 biase tu ade la pg tp time raye ni mmg dh lme la xpg umah dieorg. Sbb my aunties mmg akan dtg beraye umah I 1st day raya, so sbb dh jumpe time tuh jd cm xkesah sgt la kn nk g beraye umah dieorg (talking about me being the hampeh anak sedara hehehe). Tp sbb dh lme xpg beraye cm sronok lak g beraye umah dieorg. Kalo dpt beraye kt kg my father mesti lg best. Kali t'akhir beraye kt sne thn 2006 kot. Mse kecik2 dulu tiap2 kali raye pn mesti blk sne. My parent n sis nk blk sne weekend nih. Bestnyeeee… nk ikut. Tp weekend nih nk pg treasure hunt pulak. Wrong timing btulla...

Cerita Duit Raya

2009-09-10T12:54:00.001+08:00

Seyesly rse mcm nk hantuk kepala kt dinding skang ni ble ingt ape yg b'laku kt maybank td. Gle bengong tahap tatau nk cakap lah. Najiba… kenapela xcheck btul2 dlu b4 buat aduan tu. Why najiba… why???
My dearie readers… let me share with u the story. This morning I went to maybank nk tkr duit for raya with my friend. Tp sbb xdpt parking n my friend yg drive, so I sorang2 j la yg trn utk tukar duit tuh. Sblm bleh tkr kne withdraw duit from my friend's acc dlu (bkn yg tggu dlm kete tuh tp colleague kt opis merangkap kwn satu universiti a.k.a mas) sbb die xde cash in hands. Lps dh withdraw duit tuh n dh tulis brape amount yg nk tkr (maybank bg satu form utk isi detail amount) saye pn beratur la kt counter 1 (dieorg bkk counter ni khas utk tkr duit raya je). Smbil tunggu my turn tu I pn ssn2 la duit tu kn sbb amount yg nk tkr tu more than one thousand (gle byk tkr duit raya n I dun even realize the amount till akak tu ckp 1000+++). Ok now how's the story begin. The money that I withdraw for my friend earlier was a new RM50 notes. Since I withdraw RM300 so I septtnye ade 6kpg RM50 la kn. So I pn start la counting for RM300 tu sbb mse withdraw td xsmpt nk check sbb nk cepat. Punya la byk kali I kira still ade 5kpg j RM50 notes tuh. I dh pelik dh xkn t'cicir kot. Pulak tuh RM50 yg lain semuenye duit lame so confirm la xkn t'mix ngan duit org lain. Pening gak la pk mne pg RM50 yg sekpg lg tu. Pastu tgk2 dh sampai my turn kt counter tuh. Before bg form td I pn bgtau la kt akak tuh "akak saya withdraw RM300 td tp ade 5kpg RM50 j yg kuar, cmne ek". Akak tu pn mntk la no. account sbb nk check dlm computer die. Pastu akak tu ckp system die pn record yg I withdraw for RM300. Then die tanye I withdraw kt mne n atm no brape. Pastu die ckp pulak ngan colleagues die then after bla..bla…bla.. dieorg buat conclusion yg sbb duit yg I withdraw tu duit bru maybe yg sekpg lg tuh stuck kot. So kne la isi form utk buat report. I dh tension dh mse tuh sbb before kuar td my boss dh ckp dh jgn lame sgt. Tp xkn xnk buat report lak sbb sape nk ganti RM50 yg ilang tu kn. Lps dh siap tkr duit raye tuh (akak tu siap bg envelope besar sbb nk ltk all the cash sbb die nmpk I xbwk beg kot) I check lg my purse btul ke RM50 tu xde. Ye la kn dibuatnye die t'selit kt mne2 kang ssh lak. Tp confirm xde!!! Then I pg la counter tmpt nk amik borg aduan lak. Ade one guy yg ddk kt ctu n a girl yg b'diri j kt counter tuh. Since the guy tgh entertain pakcik kt dpn I, yg girl td pn tanye la ape masalh I kn. I pn cerite la bla bla bla… (yes I'd to repeat the whole story again) dgn harapan die akan bg j form aduan tuh. Tp die xbg pn still have to wait for the guy. Mase tgh tunggu tuh I check my purse again! (I really dun know how many times I check the purse). Sbb duit yg byk2 td semue dh kuar so sng la sket I nk explore isi kandungan purse tu kn. Tibe2…

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Apsal ade byk lak notes RM10 dlm purse ni. Bkn balance pg pasar mlm smlm spttnye ade 4 kpg j ke. Pastu balance tukar duit td ade 2kpg. So spttnye ade 6kpg j la RM10 tu dlm my purse. Ni kenape bleh ade 11 kpg lak ni. Dang mse withdraw td ade duit RM10 ke. Cmne bleh xperasan nih. Adeh malu gle kalo org laen tau ni. Tgh duk pk2 tu pakcik yg kt dpn pn blah. The girl pn dh siap inform the guy ape problem I. Lps die tanye a few questions (which I answered mcm I still lost the money) die pn bg la form srh isi. I dh panic dh cmne nih nk report bende yg xbtul. But I was lucky enough… yep nasib baik sgt2 sbb kn itu account my friend n I mne la ade details info psl die such ic number etc. Phew… leganye. So I pn ckp la pd guy tu yg this is my friend account jd I tatau la detail info die so bleh x I bwk blk form ni n submit later. Die pn ckp ok then I cepat2 blah dr bank tuh. Ye la kn dibuatnye die nk no tepon ke ape x ke naye.
Sekian sahaje cerite saye yg bengong kt maybank pg td. Taula puasa tp bru pukul 9++ td xkn dh bengong kot. Ceh…

(^_^)

2009-09-08T15:19:00.002+08:00

Hmm I've a feeling that this week ain't better than last week. It could be worse since the boss is not around. Seyesly heaveeeeeeeeen… rse mcm nk menari tap dance je sbb hepi sgt tp of course la kne cover2 jugak kn so that it's not too obvious that I'm having a very sweeeeeet time in the office. Lg pulak it's only me yg menikmati saat2 bahagia ni while my teammates semue busy ngan kje dieorg…

Cerita Puasa Part II

2009-09-08T10:44:00.002+08:00

Puasa thn ni productivity kt tmpt kje amatla merudum. Since puasa last 2 weeks mmg la byk melagha je kt tmpt kje nih. Last week should be the worse if this condition doesn't last till the end of ramadhan. Mmg xbuat pape pn kt opis nih. Ala stakat amend drawing simple2 tu apela sgt kn. So mne bleh kire itu as a work yg spptnye dibuat. Sbb tu la blog ni bleh b'tukar wajah segala :). Dn sbb tu jugak la nk buat timesheet pn tatau nk tulis ape… *sigh*.
Xpela maybe this ramadhan I was lucky enough to have my very own sweet time at the office. Dhla bleh blk pkl 1630 kje pn xde (sbnrnye bkn xde kje lgsg tp saye kind of malaaaaaas sgt nk buat n the fact that the dateline is at the end of October made the 'malaaaaas' turn into MALAAAAAAAS. Hahaha nk buat cmne kn bkn sng nk kebah kalo dh kene syndrome 'M' tuh.

Cerita Puasa Part I

2009-09-07T10:35:00.002+08:00

Arini dh 17 hari kite b'puase n xterasa pn 17 hari tu b'lalu. Cepat sgt kn n ble dh msk 20 hari nnt lg la rse ramadhan dh nk reach the end. Tempeyek yg diorder pn dh dpt last week n as expected 1 out of 3 balang dh almost licin!!! Teruk btul kn, pdhl raye kn lmbt lg n tempeyek tu kn spttnye nk bwk blk kg dn bknnye dimakan as a supper. Nsb la bleh order lg so dh order 2 balang lg utk raye nnt. Kali ni btul2 utk raye tau sbbnye jumaat lps mkn tempeyek byk sgt kot so the next day saye mcm nk dmm (rsenye mmg dh dmm kot). Maybe sbb die oily n I didn't drink enough water sbb tu jd cmtu kot. Jdnye saye dh forbid diri sendri dr mkn tempeyek yg mmg temting tuh. Dh seal siap2 dlm plastic balang2 tuh sbb xnk bg tempeyek tu menayangkn diri pd org yg xtahan godaan mcm saye nih eheh…

Anis 1t3b

2009-09-04T10:11:00.003+08:00

N3 ni adlh utk memenuhi p'mintaan dr aida (yes again request dr aida slaen shoutbox tuh <--pembace setia la katekn so layankn j la) yg srh update blog n upload pic. Tp sbb xde pn pic yg nk diupload except yg satu ni so yg satu ni jla yg bleh ditayangkn.

Presenting… anis umairah. Anis dh pandai bejalan n dh bleh mkn pn. Tu tgk dlm pic tu die mkn sate. Biar btul my sis ni bg anis mkn sate. Ke saje j bg anis pegang sbb nk snap photo. Nmpk sedap la plak dhla maksunye ni dh lme xmkn sate. Saje j ibu anis ni bg maksu die t'liur bln2 puasa nih...

of a new chapter for a new beginning

2009-09-01T16:03:00.001+08:00

Kadang2 kite kne cri starting point tu. Sbb kalo xcri smpi ble2 pn b'pusing kt tmpt yg same. Dn starting point tu saye nk mulakn dgn delete all the history... x bkn delete tp keep it only to myself.

Kenape hari ini
Bulan ini
Tahun ini…

I've a reason for it.

p/s: mood nk menulis dh down sgt2. I guess mmg ssh nk start bende yg dh lme ditingglkn. Lgpn bce blog org lain dh curik byk sgt mase utk menulis tu :)

Sesaje Update

2009-07-24T15:21:00.002+08:00

Since dh lme gle x update blog ni tetibe rse mcm tatau ape yg nk ditulis. This week agak free la sbb boss2 semue xde kt office g german kalo xsilap. Dn sbb plg utama bleh start blk blogging nih sbb 1582 tu dh selamat belayar ke korea khamis lepas. Eventho still lg ade issue yg xsettle tp xla busy mcm bln lps yg mmg kjenye asek ulang alik pg senawang. Kalo nk cite psl 1582 tu mmgla xcukup ngan satu n3. Byk sgt bende yg bleh dicerita tp mls la nk mengarang pnjg2.

Notes for aida: aku malas la nk cite psl pic dlm n3 b4 this. Lgpn nnt korg pn tensen bce psl crane…

Next month dh start bulan puasa dn yg bestnye sbb dpt blk pkl 1630. Tp yg xbestnye kalo kne pg senawang. Xsanggup, xlarat, penaaaaaat… bulan2 puasa nk pnjt crane mmgla m'cabar. Sure dehydrated gle coz xbleh minum air. Pastu nk drive blk dr senawang petang2 panas terik tu sure bleh t'lelap punye. Mintak2 la 1583 ni slow sket progressnye.

Kalo thn lepas rsenye time cmni bju raya either dh siap bli or dh hantar g jahit. Tp thn ni ape pn x. Ntah ble ntah nk g blinye. Sah2 la kne bli yg dh siap j sbb ade lg ke org amik tempahan skang nih. Rsenye thn ni nk bli bju kaler hitam la. Dh lme xde bju kurung kaler hitam. Cuti raye thn ni mcm kne amik unpaid leave j. Annual leave yg tinggl ntah brape hari j lg tuh xcukup kalo nk cuti sminggu. Hmm byk sgt cuti b4 this especially untuk ptd aritu.

Of 1582, 15/10K

2009-07-22T15:57:00.005+08:00

My 1st crane

Hoist, fly n luff drive

Ini boom yg dicurik dr 1583

Cabin tmpt melepak...

P/s: sape tau nape pic yg saye paste ni adlh dlm bntk code before saye publish. sebelum ni kuar j gambar

Tentang Saye...

2009-05-22T08:56:00.003+08:00

*** amaran penulis blog: n3 ni mungkin akan membosankn anda. so feel free to stop whenever u feel so***

saye x pnh tau ape yg saye suke, ape yg saye nk buat or even ape yg saye nk achieve dlm hidup. seyesly saye sendiri tatau kenape engineering tu pilihan saye utk msk universiti. sound very pathetic rite... tp btulla kalo nk dipk2 mmg luar alam gle decision plh engineering nih. what's on earth am i thinking when i thought engineering was better than computer or programming. pdhl walaupn subject computer n programming yg blaja kt matrix tu ssh tp kn still bleh score. boleh xnk amik course yg b'kaitan sbb rse ssh sgt. ntah... mse tu xt'pk pn yg saye mampu ke x buat engineering pdhl i'm not good both in math n physic. tau tak nk lukis graph pn xreti!!! pecaye x kalo saye ckp saye mmg tatau ape yg kne ade kt x-axis n ape yg ade kt y-axis. i'm that bad trust me. even my sis pn bleh agak yg saye mesti salah buat graph mse exam tuh ahaha. mmg salah buat pn (sape srh dieorg tkr soalan kn saye dgn innocentnye buat x-axis value kt y-axis mcm yg my sis ajar the other day).
eventho saye xminat pn ngan engineering nih tp i'm not the one yg akan screwed up my future hanye sbb saye xminat ape yg saye buat. sbb saye rse enjoy j mse blaja. sbb if I'm determined to solve smthg mesti nk buat smpi dpt. sbb saye xkn puas hati kalo xdpt hasilnye after putting so much effort on it. dn mse nk exam tu mmg rse dunia nk tunggang t'balik sbb saye jenis yg study last minute. imagine la nk cover syllabus satu semester dlm beberape hari je mmg nk muntah hijau la rse. tp kalo t'desak otak ni mcm lg cepat je mencerna rsenye (note ye: jgn study last minute kalo nk dpt dean list or nk grad dgn 1st class honour melainkn anda seorg yg genius). dn sgt b'nasib baik sbb dpt electrical & electronic engineering (blaja E&E xdela apply byk sgt physic tp kalo buat mechanical ye la kot).
ble dh kje pn xla rse best pn jd engineer nih. tmbh2 kalo 'hati' mmg bkn kt c2 walaupn byk je bende yg boleh blaja sbb learning process tu xkn pnh abes. sbb kje melibatkn org lain. bkn ikut suke ati mcm zmn blaja nk blaja ke x. sbb mse tu life is my own responsibility. tp ble dh kje involve rmi org dn bkn sng nk please everybody. even kdg2 dh buat yg t'baik but still akan ade jugak yg xpuas ati.

***will be updated later

of music...

2009-05-15T11:05:00.004+08:00

of swollen gums

2009-05-13T12:03:00.002+08:00

Gums saye bengkak
Si bongsu sbelah kiri tu bru nk kuar
Sakit sgt2 sampai smlm kne amik mc
Makan pn aci telan j semue bende
Pg ni mcm getting worse pulak
Nk chew roti pn dh xbleh
Telan pn dgn kadar yg sgt p'lahan
Kalo x ok jugak doc suruh amik x-ray
Dn smlm boleh plak slh amik quantity ubat
Sbb dh biase mkn 1biji xprasan lak ubat tu kne amik 2biji skali mkn
Gums sembuhla cepat… saye dh xthn sakit awak tu

Jumaat cepatlah datang

2009-04-30T11:51:00.003+08:00

Cepatla jumaat…
Saye dh xsabar nk blk nih
Xsampai 24jam pn lg I'll be on da way back to johor
Dlm kepala skang nih mmg xpk ape dh
Saye nk b'gumbira di kampong
Dh 2 bln++ xblk
Saye windu umah itu…

updated 1722

Mse saye update n3 nih rse2nye saye j la engineer yg melepak2 smbl tunggu 1730 nk blk. Kt sblh cubicle saye ni ade satu group engineer tgh discuss psl hape ntah. Mls nk amik tau sbb tatau pape psl project dieorg nih. Either dieorg discuss psl knuckle boom crane or TD133. Dn both pn saye xt'libat sbb saye dh ade oriental precision 'kesayangan' saye tuh. Grace dh bg email utk standby. Ngaa… seyes takut gle. Crane ni dhla prototype utk siemens SLI system.
Dhla skang ni mood nk cuti xnk pk byk2. Lps cuti nnt bru pk ehehe…

Special N3 for Bride-To-Be aka Ms Nozi

2009-04-29T09:32:00.004+08:00

Nozi…

I'm sooo sorry that I cannot make it to attend ur wedding and how sorry I'm for not being able to do so on ur big day

'SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU' in advance

I believe you'll be the gorgeous bride of the day

May Allah bless u with happily ever after marriage

Oh... di situkh duit itu dibelanjakn

2009-04-27T09:59:00.015+08:00

Lately, every weekend mmg xdenye ddk umah diam2 smbl tgk tv. Ade j activity mengeluarkn duit yg xberape nk ade yg menyebabkn duit hutang abah yg jd mangsenye. Gle keji amik duit hutang pegi shopping ahaha. Eh bkn stakat duit tu j tp duit sewa umah pn dh t'korban skali. Ni la bestnye kalo menyewa ngan makcik sendri sbb duit sewa tu bleh j byr ikut suke hati. Kalo kuar ni part yg bestnye adlh MAKAN (najiba… lps tu lg nk wonder nape berat b'tmbh). Last week pg try Gloria Jeans Coffees sbb pg subang parade. Crème Brule die best tp cheese cake n choc muffin die xsedap la.

Choc muffin n cheese cake yg xberape nk sedap hehe

So advice kpd sesape yg nk pg GJC xyah la mkn dessert die sbb harge mhl tp xsedap. Sbb specialty dieorg bkn dessert la. Same la jugak ngan choc cake kt Coffee Bean pn xsdp. Jdnye kalo nk mkn cake yg sedap pgla Secret Recipe abes cite.

Smlm bli cinnamon rolls kt Cinnabon. Sgt suke cinnamon rolls ni… seyesly Cinnabon mmg lg best drpd Saint Cinnamon.

Cinnabon is forever no. 1 in my heart ahaha

choco, pecan, nutty n ori cinnamon rolls

Tp lain org lain la tastenye kn. Mcm aku prefer Dunkin Donut drpd Big Apple yg m'jd kegilaan ramai skang nih. Dn aku still rse muffin Kenny Rogers adlh muffin yg plg sedap dlm dunia nih. Bg la muffin GJC, S***b***s (aku dh band outlet ni ye), Famous Amos dn yg sewaktu dgnnye aku ttp rse muffin KR gak yg best.
Lps ni nk pg try Theobroma Chocolate Lounge lak. Belgian chocolate frappe die mcm sgt best…

Kesabaran Tahap Gigawatt

2009-04-24T08:37:00.004+08:00

Kt atas tu gmbr demo kit yg dh almost sethn in progress (ke korg nmpk lab yg b'sepah j ahaha). Gle lme buat xsiap2. Ingtkn within this week bejaye la settlekn 2/3 demo kit tuh tp rsenye xde harapan…
Part wiring tu mmgla skejap j settle tp part troubleshooting cct tu yg problemnye. Nk pecah kepale pk ape yg xkne dn smlm mmg la kesabaran dh smpi thp max. Mmg rse nk baling j demo kit tu ke dinding. Ntah ape yg xkne ntah lps satu, satu problemnye. Dhla garis matinye isnin dpn. Nsb baik la mampu lg nk sabarkn diri sendri. Ptg smlm ble msk blk lab dpt solvekn major problemnye. Arini nk try solvekn minor problem yg mmg xde idea lgsg nape die bleh wujud.

Oh ni nk msk cite laen sket. Slase aritu dpt email kt bwh ni…

Hi Najiba,

You haven't heard from me for a long time, so think it is about time I create some problems for you :-).

Blablabla…

Thomas send email ni nk srh amend lg electrical diagram Oriental Precision. Cute kn pakcik Thomas tu bg email cmni ahaha. Tp cube Steven yg bg sure sakit ati + ngutuk stengah mati huhu…

Just Another N3

2009-04-22T10:13:00.004+08:00

cess... session terminated by WinGate lg. ni yg mls nk tulis n3 nih. smlm pn same dh siap2 tulis n then publish tgk2 session terminated. habis ilang n3 tu n yg disave as draft pn sket benor. mls dh nk tulis balik. pg ni pn same. tetibe ade urgent thing mesti la buat kje dlu kn. tgk2 ble nk smbg n3 pg td page post ni dh jd 'windows cannot display the page'. haila mmg menduga thp kesabaran btulla...

ingt nk smbg lg n3 nih tp it's time for me to go to the lab. xsangke dh kje pn kne msk lab lg. nevermind as long as i can learn new thing then it's ok for me (cubela zaman blaja dolu2 aku ade attitude cmni kn bagus huhu...)

Lunch Time

2009-04-16T10:31:00.000+08:00

Youtube dh tamau co-operate ngan activity menonton merlin during lunch time. Boring btul coz since last Friday sgt lme nk tunggu youtube loading series merlin tu. Kalo stakat merlin j xpela jugak ni prison breaks pn same. OTH jugak!!!
Sbb dh frust ngan youtube mestila kne cri alternative laen kn. Mysoju is da best option even though only Korean, Japanese and Taiwanese are available there. Ok la tu drpd xbuat pape time lunch kn. Now, I'm watching Antique Bakery; Korean version of Japanese drama Antique. Nozi n Liza mesti tau psl cite Antique ni kn. Korg dh tgk ke version Korean nih. Tgkla weh lawak gle aku rse movie nih… dn setiap kali tgk antique mmg la rse cm nk mkn cake. Even though secret recipe cake pn xdpt challenge cake dlm cite tuh at least dpt jugak mkn cake sedap. Tp lately mcm kerap sgt j mkn cake. Xbleh jd nih nnt berat yg bru nk turun naik lg…

p/s: SV saye a.k.a Mr. Steven Tan Eng Hong sedang bercuti starting today untill 27th dn saye t'amatla gumbirenye sbb bleh berpoya-poya hahaha…

Cerita Semalam

2009-04-09T11:47:00.001+08:00

Smlm blk kje jln xjam sgt. So around 6pm dh smpi traffic light atas bukit dkt proton. Jdnye sggh la petronas jap bli roti sweetie yg dh lme gle xmkn tuh n kerepek pisang yg sgtla mhl hargenye ok. Ntah brape gram j tp harge die RM3.20. No wonder xde price tag ni mesti kes xnk reveal harge die yg mhl tu… sgt keji!!!
Sbb awal lg n smlm ade night market lak kt putra height so sggh la jap. Ingt nk cri buah2an sbb stock kt umah dh nk abes. Tatau la malang ke ape tp ade somebody yg t'langgar mse nk g lorong fruits tuh. Mmg memule tu rse skt tp xla bother sgt sbb normal la kn dh org t'langgr ngan brg die mesti la skt kn. Pastu tgk cm jeans yg saye pakai tu kotor. Dh bengang dah coz I'm wearing jeans kaler cream. Tp ble tgk btul2 jeans tu koyak ok. Mmgla I'm wearing goggle jeans yg kainnye xla keras cm jeans lain. Tp phm x kain die tebal. Imagine la kalo dh jeans tu koyak of course la my leg pn xpsl2 dpt mark ala2 zorro gitu. Bkn stakat mark ye sbb lps tu abes sluar tu kne darah. Arghhhh… it's just double even triple up the tension.
Seyesly tatau ape yg org tu bwk sbb rsenye bende tu sgt tajam. N my sister bleh lak buat lawak cakap kne ekor ikan. Xkn la ekor ikan tajam sgt kot. Tp dangerous la bwk bende yg tajam cmtu without having protection. Pttnye wrap la tebal2 kn so that kalo t'langgar org cm saye ke xla cedera…

Moral of the story: laen kali kalo smpi awal blk umah terus jgn merayap merate2

Happy 1st Anniversary :)

2009-04-01T08:44:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st anniversary to DeSiRe. Wahhh sgt cepat mase b'lalu dh sethn pn usia blog nih. Mcm2 yg ditulis n dishare ngan org lain. Blogging ni interesting jugak rupenye. Hmm I wonder sampai ble akan active blogging. Friendster dh lme xjengah since dh ade blog n laman sesawang itu diblock kt opis nih.
But having friendster is kinda scary when it comes to the fact that I don't recognize ppl (or should I say a friend) but he/she knows me. Kn xpsl2 j the person kecik ati sbb cik adek sorg nih xingt kawan die. Bkn sengaje tp seyesly cm xpnh register pn dlm kepala that person(s) name.
Jdnye blogging adelh pilihn yg selamat sbb org laen xbleh request nk jd friends cm fster tuh. So here I am – a one year old blogger…

Me... ramble on Monday morning

2009-03-30T09:43:00.000+08:00

Juz now I wrote a so-called boring n3. So I decided not to publish that n3 for tatapan umum. I guess pembace2 blog ni pn dh boring bce n3 psl 'kje yg bermasalah' tu. Nothing much to write actually since xde pape activity yg menarik lately. Family holiday this weekend pn cm dh kne cancel j…
Oh weekend nih nk pg shopping ngan my sis yg trn dr sibu tu. Didn't see her quite for a while rsenye since die pg sibu last cny. Hmm tp xdpt jumpe darwisy sbb ayah die bawak blk umah granny die. My sis j ddk bangi sbb ade kursus kot. Die nk pg jln tar bli bju. Minerva bookstore plak on the way nk g jln tu. Thus, the premises below are created:

Premise 1: Pg jln tar boleh singgah Minerva
Premise 2: Buku Rooftop Rant Hlovate ade discount 20% kt Minerva
Conclusion: Kne pg Minerva bli Rooftop Rant hehehe…

Ade hati lg tu nk bli buku. Tunas ngan aA + b Btu pn xkhatam lg. Skang tgh berusahe abeskn PAD n tinggl less than 9 chapter kot. So lps abes PAD nnt bleh la start bce Tunas…. err kalo bce rooftop dlu aci x...

DaN SeBeNaRnYa by YuNa

2009-03-19T13:39:00.001+08:00

Penah dgr x lgu 'Dan Sebenarnya'. Slalu dgr kt radio tp mls nk bother who's the singer even though aku agak suke lgu nih. Pg td on the way g kje dgr die kt hot fm. Bru tau yg penyanyi die name YuNa n law student kt uitm. Seyes ingtkn penyanyi club mne la yg nyanyi lgu nih (korg semue mesti rofl rite now). Ampun cik YuNa tp ur voice sgt sexy ok. huhu ke aku j yg rse cmtu.
Sampai opis td aku pn youtube la cri lgu nih. Oh cik YuNa ni b'tudung rupenye cmne la aku bleh pk die penyanyi club. Aku ni dr dolu2 lg sgt kagum ngan org2 yg belajar medic n law. Tatau la sbb ape tp rse dieorg sgt hebat. Kalo engineering tuh xdela aku kagum sgt sbb aku pn amik mende tuh n aku xpn rse hebat amik engineering nih (inche2 engineer semue jgn marah ye).
Ok smbg blk cite psl YuNa nih. Die pandai maen guitar la weh. Wahh skali lg aku kagum. Aku mmg sgt2 suke ngan org yg pandai maen guitar. Kalo lelaki mmg dh dpt xtra point dh hehehe. Lyric lgu 'Dan Sebenarnya' ni cik YuNa n kawan die yg tulis. Die mmg sgt b'bakat la. Nnt kalo rajin + ade mase aku letak lgu die kt blog nih…

P/s: so far pape yg aku tulis akn diupdate later semuenyer xdiupdate. So jgn la harap2 sgt lgu tu akan diletak diblog ni hehehe

Demam...

2009-03-18T08:39:00.000+08:00

Saye demam…
Seyes rse malas gle nk bertapa kt opis nih. Last week 2.5 days je g kje. 2.5 days lg mc sbb xlarat dh. Nsb la kje mmg xbyk so xdela stress. Kalo x harus demam tahap kronik. Lately kalo demam mmgla ssh bebenor nk baik. Doctor lak asek suspect dengue j. Haila doc, bkn dengue la n please jgn diagnose saye ngan penyakit tuh.
Anis ade kt kg. Nk jumpe anis… windu nk kacau2 die bg nangis. Kn die nangis ala2 gedik manje (hahaha ibu die mesti xpuas ati ble bce n3 nih). I dh figured out why I like kacau kanak2 sampai nangis, ade gen menyakat rupenye. My aunt pn same. So kpd cik Elya jgn salahkn saye suke kacau awak mse kecik2 dolu sbb ibu awak pn same eheh.
Beday farhan xsampai 2 bln j lg. Tatau nk bg ape. Farhan… maksu tmbh dek2 j bleh x. Kn Thomas ramai kawan so maksu tmbh kawan2 Thomas mesti best kn...
Oh other than singing twinkle2 little star, he's now humming situasi – bunkface. Farhan!!! Maksu umur 25 bru knl bunkface tu tau.

Tag: 16 random things about me

2009-03-11T13:01:00.010+08:00

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. [Don’t forget to leave them a comment or tag them in your note to read this].

Hmm... afzan tag aku buat bende nih. Byk tu nk tulis 16 random things psl aku. Kalo xcukup bleh ke afzan huhu...

anak ke-6 dr 6 org adek beradek. ok i've a twin sister n walaupn dlm surat beranak tulis aku lahir dlu tp mak aku cakap dya yg lahir dlu. so definitely i'm the youngest thehehe...
bende yg bleh heals kn stress adlh mkn. seyes x tipu. mmg rse lega ble tgh stress dpt mkn sbb lps tu bru bleh pk ape yg nk dibuat
ade koleksi cite yonna yonni yg aku bli kalo xsilap rm100 harge die n aku xabes2 bce pn lg. buku ni bli mse study kt upm dlu n 2 drpd 4 buku ni still b'balut plastik!!!
the one n only original cd (cite omputih) yg aku bli adlh a walk to remember
sbb minat sgt ngan cite a walk to remember tu so aku pn bli jugak buku cite die. tp smpai skang xabes2 lg aku bce buku tuh
sgt suke ngan susu HL Marigold tu. xkesah la plain ke or choc HL marigold tu gak yg best. dh try brand lain tp still suke marigold
3 bende yg ssh nk avoid kalo ade kt depn mata. ice cream, cake n chocolate...
sepnjg tmpoh P aku yg bkl b'akhir bln april nih dh 3x aku xcident. dn semue xcident tuh berlaku kt tmpt kje <-- ni suwey ke ape nih
aku tgh dlm dilemma. tatau nk harap lulus interview ptd tu ke x. sbb ssh nk buat decision ble tatau nk change profession ke x
even dh kje 2t2b still tatau aku ni sesuai ke x jd engineer nih. selalunye aku rse cm xsesuai sbb asek stress j
feveret q yg org slalu tanye kt aku skang nih 'jiba bile ko nk kawen'. dn aku masih xde jwpn utk itu
tarikh lahir anak buah aku: 06/05/06, 06/06/08 n 06/11/08. ade kena mengena ngan aku ke. mestila aku kn maksu dieorg haha
suke mkn buah2an xkire la buah ape pn. tp my feveret one pastinye durian yummy
the different between me n my twin: i prefer fried mee while she prefer fried mee hoon
oh aku ade 2 org kawan yg same birthday ngan aku. bibi kwn mse matrix n ikmal kwn kt kosi
xpenah bli sandal yg b'motifkn bunga except the one i'm wearing rite now. purple in color from voir yg menyebabkn lutut aku sakit blk

akhirnye abes gak list nih. so skang aku nk tag xien n liza, eeunderground members n sesape yg bce blog nih. sile2 la buat nnt bleh la aku bce...

Minggu Terakhir Bulan Febuari...

2009-03-03T08:35:00.001+08:00

Last week adlh minggu yg sgt memenatkn ok…
Sabtu pagi blk jhr then isnin blk kl smula tp sgt puas ati sbb dpt mkn durian feveret aku tuh. Best lak tu wlupn durian2 tuh comeel2 j size die. Mkn smpai sakit kepale mmg ptt pn pueh ati hehehe.
Slase trn jb lak. Dhla hampir2 kne tggl bus dhtu xsmpt pn bli pape tk mkn dlm bus tuh + bfast pn xsmpt pg tuh. Cm silap timing j tp ntahla tp yg pasti aku jln cm lipas kudung j dr stesen bus kl ke pudu. Ntah brape kali nk slip sbb sandal licin.
Rbu pg interview. Cuti smpai 3 hari g interview yg 15 or 20 minutes seyes aku rse cm xb'baloi. Tp kalo dpt laen cite la kn + sronok gak cuti n trn jb sbb dpt jumpe anis yg chomeel tuh. Tp die sakit lak sian die.
Khamis blk kl smula n spanjg jln aku tido kot. Ntah letih gle rse tp tu la yg bestnyer kalo naik bus sbb aku bleh tdo. Kalo aku drive cmner aku nk tdo tp tmbg sgt mhl ok. seyes aku xphm nape kne ade surcharge smpai 30% tuh.
Jum n sabtu kje. Lunch hour ari jumaat fill in form mara. Sabtu ptg blk kje fill form uitm lak.
Haila mmg packed gle jadual rse xsmpt nk rehat pn. Tu blom kire khamis mlm xbleh nk tdo smpi ke pg sbb minum nescafe mlm tu. Waaa nape la kronik sgt nih. Kalo minum nescafe j sure xleh tdo sampai pg kecuali mmg penat thp giga. Tp sbb xbleh tdo tu la penat tu jd b'ganda2. Tu la dh tau ssh nk tdo minum gak nescafe tu buat pe. Nk buek camno den dh addicted gle sminggu xminum. In fact dh byk kali pn cubaan utk xminum nescafe tu gagal. Najiba n nescafe tuh cm xbleh dipisahkn j huhu…

LiFe Is A DraMa

2009-02-16T16:47:00.001+08:00

Sshnye nk tulis n3 kali ni. Kadang2 (I'm not sure if it is always) xphm dgn diri sendri. Stress ngan kje… ntah maybe sometimes but definitely not all the time. Dn semestinye kne tau b'syukur dgn ape yg ade. The purpose of looking for other job pn bukannye clear sgt. Sbbnye… tatau ape yg diri sendri nk + t'pk nk cri kje lain ble face difficulties dgn kje skang. Ntahla tp xpnh t'pk nk kje kt cni for a long time. Xsuke dh satu hal + colleagues (or should I say supervisor) yg sgtla annoying pn ye jugak. Xpnh pn t'pk nk create such a stupid 'drama' last week. Tp tula yg jd ble kesabaran dh reach the limit. Bkn xcuba b'sabar tp tahap kesabaran aritu dpt b'thn 30 minit j sbb lps tu…
30 minit tu satu p'jalanan mase yg mendera minda bile u r the focus of the meeting. Saya jd org yg b'salah walaupn it's not totally mine (or not even mine). I don't communicate, I'm isolating myself n bla bla bla… yup, I did try to put the logic in my head. Indeed, I agree with some comments but definitely not all!!! Kenape kalo bkn salah saya pn saya kne mengaku it's my fault. Sorry, if u r expecting me to agree with everything u said. Diam saya selama ni doesn't mean yg saya xkn blow up. Dn itulah yg t'jd…
Pdn muka kn xpsl2 j kne mintak maap (now the evil side in me writing). Tu la sape suruh sarcastic sgt kn xpsl2 j kne buat face to face session (rsenye die dh kne 'basuh' dgn grace kot). Bkn sorry tu yg saya nk tp boleh x ubah sket cara die tu. Aci nk sarcastic manjang sape bleh thn. Lps tuh yg sgt2 x t'cerna kt minda ni, nape yg die xpuas ati sgt ngan saya. Drawing yg buat b4 this pn bkn ade kne mengena ngan die pn so ape yg die xpuas ati sgt. Stakat jd checker yg ntah brape kali j tu pn xkn xpuas ati kot. Thomas tu sabar j check drawing tu dh almost 4 months pn.

P/s: electrical drawing tu dh selamat disubmit for Australia to issue out. Fuh…leganyaaaaaaa

Chap Goh Mei Special Events

2009-02-10T08:41:00.002+08:00

I'm gaining weight!!!

Update

2009-02-06T10:49:00.000+08:00

Hepinyeeee electrical schematic tu dh almost finish pn. Actually layoutnye dh siap cume BOM (bill of material) die yg blom siap. Ssh btul nk deal ngan supplier nih xkn cuti cny xabes2 lg kot.
Td ade lion dance kt opis. Comeeeeel lion2 tuh kaler silver n gold. Tp sayangla xamik picture kalo x bleh letak kt cni. Every year pn mmg ade lion dance sempena cny tp this year lion2 tuh kurg aggressive la. Last year tu mmg hebat la dancingnye sampai jatuh2. Takut gak tgk coz sure sakit punye. Maybe sbb tu thn ni dieorg slowkn sket dancing step die.

I'm CrAvInG for BoOkS RiTe NoW

2009-01-30T13:11:00.004+08:00

Last month ble went shopping with my sis dh grab 3 books kt bwh nih. The original plan nk bli tunas n aA + bB je tp sbb bli kt minerva ade 20% off so budget RM50 tu ade la balance. So bleh la amik satu lg buku. Ssh gak la nk buat decision whether nk bli PAD or kebun mimpi sebab both pn are in the next list. Last2 bli la PAD sbb ble bce sinopsis die dahlia n wadi cm comeeel j hehehe...

Almost 2 month but i didn't manage to read the book rite from the beginning. Been busy with the electrical drawing so bce those books main tebuk2 j. Dn td after ntah brape lme ntah xjenguk laman sesawang jemari seni tuh tetibe found out that rooftop rant akan kuar this february. wahhh realy cannot wait for that. Mmg dh lme tunggu buku tu kuar. Xsabar nk bce pasal jade ngan trish. Nmpknyer kne start bce buku2 kt atas tuh sbb buku2 kt bawah nih dh menunggu :)

Laman Sesawang Ini Sudah Benar2 Bersawang!!!

2009-01-30T08:20:00.005+08:00

Wahhh dh sebln rupenye laman sesawang ni xdiupdate. Tuan punye blog sgtla sibuk sampai xde mse nk menulis hatta m'update pape yg ptt. Sgt cepat mase b'lalu sampai January has come to the end. So many things happened within this month...

bru j start new year 2009, najiba omar dh langgar lg kete org. ape nk jd nih!!! 1st day blk kje on 2009 xpsl2 pg langgar bumper ntah director ke manager staff muhibbah. ngee sgt takut mse tuh sbb kete die kia optima ok. beria la amik no plat segala konon2 nk g jumpe la nnt sbb petang tu lps langgar kete die terus balik. takut.... dtg keje isnin tuh try la investigate gerangan siapakah pemilik kete tuh. hmm tp punyela ssh nk tau. tanye guard pn dieorg xtau yg pasti kete tuh company car. dn disebabkn pemilik kia optima tuh cm buat tatau j ngan kete die yg dh kne "kiss" tuh maka saye pn buat2 lupe la hehehe. tp surprisingly pg nih dh nmpk ngan jelas pemilik kete tuh. b4 dis pnh gak nmpk die tp xclear sgt face die sbb tgk dr jauh. so arini disbbkn berada di parking lot pd mase yg same so tau dh siape pemilik kete tuh. tp lps dh byk kali tgk kete die rsenye scratch skit j kot bumper kete die. sbb tu die pn xbother nk cri siape yg langgar + tu kn kete company bukan kete die pn. huhu... ini sbnrnyer reason utk sedapkn hati since dpt tau yg kete tuh kete company.
kalo 2hb cm xbest, 12 hb dpt tau result PAC PTD yg saye pg 12th december last year. alhamdulillah dh lulus pn test tuh. walaupn tatau nk happy ke x tp still bersyukur sbb dh lulus. Allah lebih tau ape yg t'baik utk hambanye kn. so lps nih tunggu j la panggilan utk interview.

kalo ade mse nnt update lg. ingt nk tukat template blog ni bg ceria sket...

BiLa RaSaKu InI BUKAN RaSaMu

2008-12-30T08:01:00.004+08:00

Penat…sgt penat sebenarnya. Dh almost 2 months buat electrical drawing ni tp xsiap2 lg. Penat tu dh jd b'ganda2 ble otak pn dh rse mcm dh tepu j. Tepu dgn segala masalah pd drawing n tepu jugak dgn 'manusia2' yg x penah nk phm ngan situasi. Ingat saya sengaje ke buat drawing ni lmbt2. Indeed, I'm a bit slow dgn progress drawing nih. Tp kn semue pn dh tau kenape. I'm not well trained to use this software + I don't even know the correct way to do the drawing. Yup this is what happen 'bila rasaku ini BUKAN rasamu'.
Bkn senang nk blaja n do ur job at the same time. I'm learning n I need more time to do so. But now I really need a so called fresh air. Nk bernapas… nk oksigen… nk bernapas. Weekend + public holiday mmg cm dh xde maknanye. Asik2 duduk umah mengadap drawing. Please la saya pn nk hidup jugak!!!
Sgt impress ngan org yg boleh self motivate diri sendri. A friend of dya pnh tulis n3 entitle 'If your mind keeps thinking you've had enough, the heart keeps telling you don't give up'. Cmne ye bleh come out ngan motivation cmtu. Saye pn nk jugak ability utk motivatekn diri sendri. Sbb skang nih mmg dh rse down sgt2. Cuma… bile ingat balik advice kt bawah ni yg make up for it…

whatever happens,go back to Him.
bia la apa jadi sekalipun,baik benda yang buat kita menangis atau ketawa.sebab segala benda dan diri kita sendiri pun dari Dia juga.
whenever you're down,say 'Hey,whatever.I've God.I'm not afraid of you.'
read the Quran.not not just the Quran,the tafsir too.sebab the Quran is The Love Letters Compilation From God. baca surah al-insyirah dan maksud dia.
rahmah Allah tu besar.yakinlah pada Dia.Dia ada untuk kita mengadu =)

Indeed surah al-insyirah mmg sgt b'kesan sbb surah ni adlh surah memujuk. Ade ayat yg menyatakn 'verily, after each difficulty there's a relief'. Ayat tu always stopping from give up becoz I know that I'm in the difficulty phase rite now. Sampai bile… I don't have any idea bout it. Though I really wish for other job b4 end of this yr but I guess Allah has a better planned for me.
Lps abes drawing nih ade 8 lg drawing yg kne hadap. Cabin assy, platform assy, deck assy, machinery house assy, boom assy, winch assy, powerpack assy n pedestal assy. Semue drawing tuh xpnh go through pn b4 this. Don't even know how it looks like. The pressure will be greater for sure. Wish me luck everyone n hopefully my lung can still provide the oxygen for my brain to breath.

Najiba… kayuh pelan-pelan!!!

Enough said…
0800
Last n3 of 2008
First n3 of 1430 Hijrah

Rindunyer.... opis

2008-12-17T08:33:00.002+08:00

Wahhhhhh…. Dah sgt lame blog ni xdiupdate. Busy sgt ngan kje n arini baru msk opis lepas 11 hari bercuti. Sepatutnya jumaat lps dh msk opis tp sbb dpt pegi PAC (Program Assessment Centre) PTD so sambung la cuti raya haji tu sampai weekend. Bukan sambung cuti sebenarnye sbb cuti raya haji aritu pn dh unpaid so terpaksela amik mc 2 hari. Dn sepatutnye lah isnin aritu dh msk opis. Tp sbb muscle pain lps pegi PAC aritu bukan setakat xilang tp cm makin teruk so amikla mc lagi 2 hari. Hmm xpasal2 cuti yg sepatutnya 6 hari j dh jd 11 hari n mmgla break record sendri dgn mc lame cmtu. Cuti raya haji aritu tu cm xbest sgt sbb kne diarrhea sampai 2 kali. Ngee bkn makan byk pn tp maybe sbb mkn mangga muda n kedondong kot. Tp sejak bile plak perut ni xboleh terime bende tu semue. Kalo dulu tu ok j. Raya aritu pn hujan j satu hari. Xde org pn yg dtg umah. Lepas tu bleh plak my uncles + aunties + cousins pegi memancing. Sabar j la… raya + hujan pn bleh lg g memancing. Tp yg bestnyer sbb dpt jumpe my nephews n niece. Farhan hepi sgt sbb dpt Thomas baru. Nk buat cmner maksu die ni lupe yg birthday aritu dh bg hadiah rupenyer. Anis lak makin coomelllllll. Seyes sgt comel + bile die nangis ala2 manja gitu ahaha. Darwisy lak asik tdo j sbb tu baju yg maksu beli semue xmuat!!!

farhan, my sis farah wif her lil cutie anis, my mom n her newborn grandson, darwisy

anis yang comeeeeeeel sgt

Hujan + Banjir

2008-11-21T08:15:00.008+08:00

Skang ni tiap2 hari blk kje mesti hujan. Lebat lak tu. Tp smlm hujan plg lebat kot sbb tu la byk tmpt yg kne banjir kilat. Mcm biase kalo banjir mesti smpi umah kul 1930 tp smlm xtension sgt sbb dh 2 3 kali kne cmtu. Smlm jln msk shah alam yg jam gle2 smpi xb'gerak lgsg. So utk m'hilgkn kebosanan yg melanda disbbkn jam tu byk gak la pic yg diamek. Sbb kete xbleh gerak lgsg so sng sket nk amek gmbr. Aku suke j amek gambar2 ni tp tatau la ape yg org laen pk ble nmpk aku dok sibuk amek gmbr bile dieorg tgh tensen sbb jam. Hahaha aku punye suke la kan...

kt roundabout nk blk umah jam tahap gaban

traffic light sblm proton semue dh start bukak lampu

jln ni spttnyer 2 lane j tp aku rse cm dh jd 4 j

kete aku yg kne squeez ngan lori2 besar

pokok2 kt tepi tu nmpk sgt cantik ok tenang j rse nengoknyer

TeNsEnnnnnn....

2008-11-20T12:47:00.001+08:00

Xde perfect word nk describe ape yg aku rse skang. tp tensen tu yg pasti + sakit hati yg t'amat2 smpi aku rse cm tanak buat pape dh...

HecTiC WeeK

2008-11-17T08:52:00.006+08:00

Last week sgt2 letih n setiap kali pn akan jd cmtu kalo handle task Siemens SLI. Kepala ni toksah ckp la mmg dh pening thp giga sbb nk pk cmner nk amend drawing dr Australia tuh. Seyes mmg tensen gle amend drawing tuh n buat kesekian kalinyer direpeat 'saye xsuke buat keje org'. Please la... dhla buat drawing aci siap j pastu siap rse cm diri sendri bgs sgt (which is not!!!). Taula aku pn xpndai tp at least xdenyer aku buat drawing cmtu. Seyes hampeh... xpasal2 aku kne peningkn kepala pk psl engine CAT yg slame nih xpnhnyer aku nk amik tau. Dhla amend drawing tuh kne urgent Steven lak xde g Norway mmgla tensen yg amat ble xde sape2 yg bleh direfer. Abes segale drawing LINEC n tower crane aku study (konon2 nk copy la mne yg ptt). Tp mestila xbleh sbb starting system die laen <-- penambah masalah dlm drawing aku.

Sbb tu last week mmg la sgt busy n biasenyer waktu kje yg start kul 0800 tu punyela rse cm siput yg bejalan seciput2 nk sampai kul 1730 dh betukar jd arnab yg lari pakai battery energizer j. Seyes mase bejalan ngan cepatnyer sampai aku sebagai pekerje yg slalu punctual ngan waktu balik kne stayback lak kt opis + siap bawak drawing buat kt umah. Ni lg satu yg aku hangin gle. Taula aku mmg balik on time so xyah la nk perli2 ble aku balik lambat. Ni kn main byk lg suare2 sumbang yg konon2nyer pelik la tgk aku xb'gerak lg dr opis ble dh lps 1750 tuh. Ingt aku nk sgt dok opis ni gamaknyer. Dh kje xsiap xkn nk blah cmtu j ye x...

Jumaat lps drawing tuh dh selamat aku emailkn pd Thomas kt Denmark nunnn. Hahaha... lps ni die plak yg pening nk check drawing aku. Nsbla sape srh nk urgent aku xsempat nk pk byk2 pn psl drawing tuh. Harap2 Thomas xla piss off tgk drawing aku cm die tgk drawing Sayem aritu. Napela kne jd org tgh antare Ausralia ngan Denmark nih. Ssh tau nk kje ngan dieorg nih. Thomas tu aku bleh terime lg tp ngan Sayem nih mmgla aku hangin memanjg. Laen yg ditanyer laen yg yg dijawab dn kadang2 xjawab pn q aku ceh. Nape Favco Australia ni wujud kalo org asik sakit ati sbb kne btulkn mistake yg dieorg buat. Aci x kalo bom j Favco Australia tu kasi pupus hahaha...

P/s: sgt byk bende nk tulis tp xde mse. nnt kalo ade mse will update psl farid's wedding, jumpe cda dn jugak madagascar movie...

Muhammad Darwisy

2008-11-07T08:41:00.000+08:00

Juz a quick one. My newborn nephew...

HePi BiRThDaY to Afzan N Farid

2008-11-06T11:32:00.004+08:00

untuk Afzan yg suke sgt ngan kaler hijau

specially for farid yg tgh nebes nk kawen ahad nih

P/s: walaupn busy birthday kawan2 kne wish gak kn...

Laskar Pelangi

2008-11-06T08:39:00.004+08:00

Byk sebenarnyer nk dikongsi tp mse mmg sgt limited especially from today onwards. kalo lps ni dh jrg ade n3 ataupn xde lgsg hopefully those yg follow blog ni phm... Apepn i found the lyric laskar pelangi kt bawah ni interesting --> me sgtla jrg m'hayati lyric lgu but this one is quite meaningful. try dgr lgu ni n u'll definitely enjoy it

mimpi adalah kunci

untuk kita menaklukkan dunia

telah hilang

tanpa lelah sampai engkau

meraihnya

laskar pelangi

takkan terikat waktu

bebaskan mimpimu di angkasa

raih bintang di jiwa

menarilah dan terus tertawa

walau dunia tak seindah surga

bersukurlah pada yang kuasa

cinta kita di dunia

selamanya...

cinta kepada hidup

memberikan senyuman abadi

walau ini kadang tak adil

tapi cinta lengkapi kita

laskar pelangi

takkan terikat waktu

jangan berhenti mewarnai

jutaan mimpi di bumi

menarilah dan terus tertawa

walau dunia takseindah surga

bersukurlah pada yang kuasa

cinta kita di dunia

selamanya...

Jam...

2008-11-05T11:38:00.005+08:00

Flat kete nih NBY 8788

Smlm balik keje jam sgt teruk. i guess sbb batu 3 banjir kot sbb bile nk turn off kt ctu tetibe dh ade keta polis block jln tuh. sgt sakit hati sbb nape inche2 polis tuh xwarning awal2. i means bgla sign sblm kiteorg semue ni cm org bodoh j tunggu b'jam2 nk turn off kt bt 3 + kne pusing blk masuk highway + go through jam sekali lg sbb kne turn off kt mne2 jln yg bleh sampai umah. sgt letih sbb 1930 bru sampai umah + lutut dh sakit balik sbb drive lme sgt.

kt klang xplak banjir smlm n my sister pn ckp kt shah alam ok j. hmm rendah sgt kot bt 3 ni sbb tu cepat sgt banjir. dugaan btul haih...

tp bkn ke hujan tu rahmat dr Allah... Oops

Jumaat...

2008-11-03T08:57:00.002+08:00

Selepas sebln menyepikn diri akhirnye aziah send email jumaat lps…

'sorry babe..quite bz la...bz ngan bebdk / student...then ade kursus almost a wk...then ade training laks...at same time server dwn laks kat sni coz diorg tgh tuka data base..coz br tuko pjabat...so nie br ok tenet nye....n today br la agak free...'

Diikuti dgn reply dr aida beberape jam kemudian…

'Aku busy bangat mggu ni kengkawan jap lagi ade meeting so aku takleh nk main emel'

Dn diakhiri ngan reply dr aku...

Aku busy gak :(

Tu dia sape cakap hari jumaat tu free...

Keje Sekarang...

2008-10-29T08:10:00.004+08:00

Layout SLI demo kit

Layout yg dh ditebuk smlm

Ni la layout demo kit yg slame ni diusahekn. Skang ni kjenye dok tebuk lubang2 utk component layout tuh. Jari ni dh sakit tahap xhengat dh. Imagine la 19 holes for LED, 17 holes for switch, 3 holes for voltmeter n potentiometer n each hole for buzzer, ignition key, emergency stop ngan stop button. Waaa… jari jemariku dh nk kematu tebuk lubang2 tuh. Dhla Steven siap remind due date lg 3 hari…

Going Back Home

2008-10-24T12:00:00.001+08:00

Yeay… tonight I'm going back to JoHor. Luckily I don't have to drive this time since I'm going back with my brother n sisters. So tonight hehehe definitely I'll sleep in the car. Rsenyer we're the second trip going back to JoHor to attend our cousin's wedding. Wedding die kt kelantan aritu xpg sbb jauh sgt + cuti pn xde so this time mesti la kne pg. hadiah pn dh bli tp blom wrap lg + wrapper pn xbli lg. tp mlm ni dh nk blk kg dh. Jwbnyer esok pg mersing bli j la wrapper kt sne then wrap j la kt umah. Harap2 mmg akan pg mersing sbb nk potong rambut yg dh panjang ni. sgt xthn dgn condition rambut skang + byk plak yg gugur + rumah nmpk b'sepah j ngan rambut2 tu + kepala asik pening sampai xhengat (migraine ke ntahla…). Jdnye mmg akan potong rambut ni pendek bg b'nafas skit otak kt dlm tuh hahaha…

A sign from Him???

2008-10-21T10:08:00.001+08:00

Dh tau result permohonan dgn MARA. Again, my application fail lg. Kdg2 otak ni pn xblh nk m'cerna ape yg b'laku. Is this a sign from Him. A sign for me to realize dat kje as a teacher tu xsesuai dgn diri sendri. Ntah, kalo nk try lg kne tunggu thn dpn jugak. So in the mean time mmg la kne pk nk cri kje ape. Kje yg sesuai utk diri sendri sbb kalo blh xnk tkr dh…

Ceritera Minggu Ni

2008-10-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

Last Tuesday my day started with anxiety as I found out that my notebook lock key went missing. Really cannot remember where I placed it last time. Went through my drawer all over again but still couldn't find it. Then I started to open my yahoo mailbox since I already gave up on searching the key. There I found emails that created a smile on my face. Guess what??? Hlovate replied my email!!! Not only one but she replied two. I'm so happy :)

Email tu mmg bejaye m'buatkn saye melupakan terus psl kunci yg hilang tu. Really didn't expect that she's gonna reply the emails. Her blog isn't active since the announcement for TUNAS. Busy bebenor rsenyer Hlovate tuh. Tp xsangka die btul2 went through all emails dlm inbox die n replied. Wah sgt terharu tau Hlovate….

Yesterday, I was supposed to have the result for my MARA application. Tp ble pg website MARA xde pn link utk check resultnyer. So arini kalo still xbleh cri link die kne la call MARA tanyer cmner nk check. Mne tau ade rezeki ngan MARA bleh dpt g interview. Smlm jugak adlh hari yg memenatkn. Balik rumah amik mse yg sgt lme 2 jam lebih. Slalunyer xsampai 1 jam pn walaupn jammed. Tp sebab smlm klang dh banjir + hujan lebat pulak on the way tu + jalan yg biase gne kne tutup n kne gne jln lain makanyer 1930 bru sampai rumah. Letihnyer… sian Myvi Silver tu asik kne harung banjir j. xsuke btul la ngan system pump yg dieorg create tuh. Mmg la kt dlm office ni air xnaik sbb dieorg dh pump air tu kluar tp kt luar tu air dh naik tinggi. Mcm smlm tuh dh naik tinggi bru nk bg permission balik. Tension btul rosak la kete kalo asik mcm ni. kalo company nk bg duit servis kete tu ok la jugak tp ape pn xbg. Haih…. Arini lutut pn dh start sakit balik. Mesti sbb drive lme sgt n jln jam smlm. Bru j die nk baik ni dh sakit lg hmm boring.

Arini, dtg office dhla sampai awal ingtkn blehla surfing internet ape yg patut tp sgtla mengecewakn ble server plak down. So tulis la n3 ni dlu dlm email then nnt bleh post j...

Counting the days...

2008-09-24T10:13:00.001+08:00

Me… pegi kje sbb t'pakse selain memakse diri sendri utk pegi keje. Kalo tak asik2 pk nk amik mc j sbb mmg dh malas nk kje. Duduk opis pn sebenrnyer tak buat pape pn. Hari2 dtg duduk depan computer bukak internet. Seriously mmg tak buat pape pn lg dis week. Program analysis yg tinggal satu j lg tu pn kn main ssh lg nk abiskn. Since Monday nk buat tak siap2. pdhl sebelum ni kalo buat bebtul setengah hari pn siap. Mmgla kemalasan dh mencapai that giga. Mentang2 la bos takde so b'malasan tahap tah hengat la ni. tunggu la balik cuti raye nnt tau la nasib ble bos panggil tanyer progress.

Tp skang mmg dh takde mood nk kje. Td b4 kuar kete sanggup tunggu lagu Selamat Hari Raya yg Saloma nyanyi abis dlu bru nk kuar. Hehehe itu sememangnyer my faveret song ever. Sangat2 suke dgn lgu tu sbb sgtla classic. Dh tak sabar nk tunggu ahad sbb nk blk kg. Tp sangat sakit hati ble t'pk yg sabtu ni kne kje. Tak pasal2 cuti short satu hari. First time nk drive blk ni harap2 selamat la semuenyer…

Hmm… me dikesempatan ni nk ucapkn 'SeLaMAt HaRI RaYe' kepade semue pembace blog ni. Walaupn tak ramai yg m'bace but really appreciate kpd yg follow n bg support during my hard time. Sayang korg semua muahhh…. Hehehe. Kepada yg sudi nk b'kunjung ke umah di johor tu sile2 la. Kalo datang umah kt shah alam tu rsenyer takde pape yg boleh disediakn. Air sarsaparilla tu ade la kot. Tp I can always tapau kuih n kerepek from my hometown for my umah kt shah alam hehehe…

TeNTanG KaWAn

2008-09-19T08:34:00.003+08:00

18092008

Sangat lama since last n3 was posted. Mood nk menulis tu sememangnyer makin lama dh makin pudar. Tp td dpt satu msg from a friend cakap dh lama tak dengar cerite. Dh die yg mcm chipsmore skejap ade skejap xde nk buat cmner. Last contact pn maybe last puase gak kot. Sangat pasti yang die tatau kewujudan blog ni (dh tak bgtau cmner die tau…apakah). Tak bleh reveal name die kt cni sbb ade yg kenal kot. Mmg dh byk lost contact ngan kengkawan. Sayang gak rsenyer sbb dh lme2 berkawan tetibe bleh senyap mcm tu j. kalo dgn org kt atas tu contact time puase j ngan sorg lg kawan a.k.a. jiji contact time birthday j. sebab… birthday die a day after my birthday. Mmg la haru…
Best pulak tulis pasal relationship ngan kengkawan nih. So here we go. Everyday pn (I mean working days la) mesti beremail ngan aida n aziah. Email saje2 sbb nk ilangkn bosan kt opis nih. Every year mesti hantar sms selamat hari raye utk kengkawan xkire la slame ni pnh contact ke x sbb slalunyer dieorg yg send dulu eheh. Kadang2 akan contact farid (bukan farid eeu tp nor faridah omar) yg skang kje kt proton --> update terbaru die nk kawen tahniah2... Kadang2 jugak akn msg cda tanyer khaba n biasenyer cda akn tepon balik gune tepon proton. Selalunyer ikmal n kamal (collogues dr kosijaya) akan telepon utk tanyer khabar. Mcm yg kamal slalu ckp 'nk harapkn jiba tepon mmg xla…'. Huhuhu mmg sadis ayat tue tp dh mmg fact pn asik die j yg tepon (mmg die j yg tepon sebenarnyer).
Sekarang mmg dh sgt malas nk bukak friendster. Bukak ble ade comment or msg j. mmg dh xde update pape pn kt sne n sangat bosan bile ade request drpd org yg tak kenal (but it seems like they know me…haih).

will be updated soon

19092008

Smlm ade kawan yg call. Petang n dh lepas solat asar n sementare nunggu waktu b'buka so tdo la jap. Die call ngan no baru (tp die ckp dh lme dh die gne no tuh...) n disebabkn tgh tdo mestilah blur semcm. Bleh plak teka salah org... sabar j la. Die siap cakap **m** (sorry xbleh reveal sape name yg aku teka) mne lak ni. Time tu mmg la tmbh2 kebluran sbb mmg x expect die yg call n die pn mesti la hairan semcm sebab biasenyer mesti cam suare punyer. Nasib la nk buat cmner dh mmg tengah mamai. Lme dh xcontact ngan die. Skali skala (i rather say sethn sekali j kot) die yg akan tanyer khabar. Me... hehehe biasela tunggu org tanyer khaba. Die cm slalu busy j so malas la nk kaco or lebih tepatnyer boring la kn kalo bg email nnt die xreply (xpnh try pn). Soalan 1st n byk kali die tanyer sepanjang conversation tu 'bile ko nk kawen'. Haila punye la dh lme x chit chat boleh itu soalan faveret die sabar j la... Kang dpt kad jemputan macam ye la sgt die nk dtg.

1st n3 for the month

2008-08-08T11:29:00.001+08:00

Hmm dh sgt lme xupdate blog ni. Dh same taraf ngan Hlovate yg pyh gle nk tgk update dlm blog die. Tp at least die dh come out ngan buku bru, 'Tunas'. Nk bce buku tu… anyone nk bli kn buku tu for my birthday present anyone..anyone *wink wink*.

Skang ni mmg xde budget kalo nk bli buku2 cmtu. Byk lg bende lain yg lbh penting yg ptt dibeli. Ni pn nsb baik xjd pindah umah kalo xlg la pening nk pk psl deposit umah. Tp walaupn xjd pndh byk jugak brg yg kne bli. Ntah ble la ade mse nk g shoppg brg2 umah tu. Tiap2 minggu pn ade j agendanyer.

Mse jumpe aida sabtu lps kt the mall nmpk kedai Cinnabon. T'sgtla xcited sbb dh lme xmkn cinnamon roll die. Dulu kt carefour subang mmg la ade kedai Cinnabon ni tp lps tu dh tutup. Pastu bli cinnamon roll kt Saint Cinnamon j sbb tatau kt mne ade kedai Cinnabon ni. Walaupn rse die ok tp ttp suke Cinnabon punyer. Mcm donut big apple tu ble skali dh mkn rse nk mkn lg. Walaupn bleh j bli dunkin' donut punyer tp ttp nk donut big apple jugak sbb rse die laen. This week kalo jd pg carefour subang bleh la singgh subang parade bli donut big apple plak. Naz ade bg coupon National Day offer kalo bli 6 dpt free 3. Hmm bestnyer….

Mampu ke saye bertahan...

2008-07-11T11:26:00.003+08:00

Dh lme xmenulis sbb ape yg b'laku mmg la memenatkn. Kalo yg ditulis semue ltk bwh title wallows in self pity tatau dh smpi version brape agaknyer. Sgt2 m'harapkn ade brite baik so that it'll light up my days tp rsenyer blom smpi msenyer kot. Start ngan diri sendri yg xsemene mene sakit sampai xbleh nk g kje 2 weeks ago sampai la arini mcm2 yg b'laku. N time tulis n3 ni sememangnyer dh nangis. Rse dh xsanggup nk face semue ni….

updated

tatau ape yg nk dipk skang ni sbb otak mmg dh rse kosong j. penat yg t'amat2 sbb kne control diri jgn nangis kt opis ni. Walaupn td dh nangis tp rsenyer xde org perasan kot. Walaupn pg td dpt tau gagal dpt interview utk amik diploma p'didikn tp rsenyer bleh lg b'thn dgn result tu. Still bleh terime yg rezeki bkn kt ctue sbb diri sendri pn sblm ni asik question btul ke nk jd cikgu.
Tp… lps ckp ngan steven td mmg xbleh thn dh. Dhla rse die sgt unfair n asik die j yg nk menang. Ckp ape pn xgne sbb at the end of the day die nk ikut cara die jugak. Sedih sbb die xpnh nk phm kje yg dibuat tu bkn sesng yg die sangke. Bkn bleh siap setiap kali smpi dateline yg die bg. Nape die tanak phm semue tu. Next month maybe kne seconded ke senawang plak. Next month jugak sepatutnyer kne pindah umah sbb kazen dh nk pindah umah sendri. Masalahnyer kalo dh pindah nnt dya akn tinggal sensorg bile saye pg senawang. Nk b'ulang rse cm xmampu sbb buang mse atas jln je. Byk bende yg kne pk n semue tue tetibe j menyerabutkn kepala yg dua tiga ari ni asik sakit j. dugaan thn ni rsenyer lg hebat dr thn lps. Verily after each difficulty there is a relief. Harap2 btul la sbb diri sendri dh rse mcm xmampu nk b'diri dah….

Wallow in SeLF Pity

2008-06-25T12:52:00.004+08:00

mmg kalo ade pilihan xnk diri sendri wallow in self pity. tp sbb ape yg b'laku xseperti yg diharapkn so mmg xbleh nk avoid diri sendiri dr feel vulnerable. task yg diiringi due date mmg la xpnh nk m'bantu ni tmbh lg ngan appraisal plak next week lg la tahap pressure dh smpi ke langit. indeed, mmg admit kadang2 ape yg kite harap2kn sgt tu xsemestinyer baik utk kite. tp bile dh reach xthp cannot stand anymore tu yg buat diri sendri dh xbleh pk ape yg btul. sbb tu mudah j nk mengalah n as a consequence mmg la cepat j enter mode wallow in self pity tu. tatau nape dh xbleh nk motivatekn diri sendri. maybe i need to find solace first....

YuMMy DeSsERt

2008-06-24T08:11:00.004+08:00

I really cannot say no to yummy creamy sweetie dessert like the one I made wif my twin sister. A bowl of chocolate ice cream wif chocolate syrup plus choc fudge cookie = a really tempting dessert in da pic.

Hmm… what can I say. The word diet already dissolves from my mind as the ice cream slowly went down my esophagus. Indeed, the feeling of eating the dessert was so great. It's about enjoying what u want n nothing can stop u to do so. That's what I should do to live my life. Will I have a chance to do that…

Gud News for Everyone

2008-06-18T11:03:00.001+08:00

Hmm dis week rsenyer minggu yg plg best after the boring, nonsense and miserable week dat I had. Best sbb dpt gud news utk diri sendri n gud news utk kengkwn jugak. Da first gud news mestila wedding maslini akma hujung minggu ni. She's the youngest among micro-e gurl batch 2002-2006 tp nmpknyer die yg kawen dulu. Congrats mas n sgt sorry sbb xdpt attend ur big day.
Lepas tu dpt gud news utk diri sendri plak. Alhamdulillah… dpt pg exam utk sambung blaja amik diploma pendidikn. Sebenarnyer xtau nk rse ape. Rsenyer diri sendri still confuse ngan ape yg sendri nk. But I'll do my best in da exam. Maybe dis is meant for me sape tau kn..
The third one is for inche ikmal. So hepi for u bro. inche ikmal dpt jd ptd kt upsi dn die t'sgt la hepinyer sbb dh xpyh duduk jb lg. walaupn xdpt blk kl gak tp at least sejam j dr tanjung malim tu nk sampai kl. Jealousnye ngan inche ikmal walaupn I'm hepi for him…
Hopefully I'll get much2 more gud news sbb semue tue buat diri sendri hepi n at least release skit tension ble ade reason utk hepi.

Farhan vs Anis

2008-06-12T13:16:00.008+08:00

Eheh ni ade funny story from my mom. B4 dis there's only three of them (my mom, my dad n farhan) live in dat house. But since my 2nd sister, farah had delivered her baby, anis they live in dat house too. Cheeky lil farhan always go n kacau2 lil baby. My mom ckp mule2 tue die ok la pegang2 tgn j pastu mule la die nk cubit. He even cubit my mom bile dukung anis lame2. Die jealous la tue my mom dukung org lain sbb farhan ni t'sgt la manjanyer wif my mom n my dad. Almost 2 yrs my mom jage die n semue org pn mmg la t'sgt manjakn die dats why he acted dat way.

Thanx Aziah

2008-06-11T10:17:00.001+08:00

Lps tulis special entry utk ayda last time kali ni tulis utk x-roomate cum x-classmate kt upm dulu, aziah yg b'ade nun jauh di uk. Aziah thanx byk2 sbb check email ko kt spam tu, pastu bce email aku n then reply plak segale q aku dgn pnjg lebar. Really2 appreciate it since bru nmpk flow utk jd lecturer tuh. N yg plg penting skali xplaination tu buat aku t'pk xde shortcut utk hidup senang.

Before dis mmg xpnh t'pk pn nk melibatkn diri dgn kerjaya sbg p'didik ni. Tp sbb kje skang ni yg rse2nyer dh xmampu diteruskn sbb tu cri alternative lain. Lps bce email aziah tetibe rse mcm xmampu plak nk jd lecturer ni sbb by hook or by crook kne jugak sambung blaja smpi phd. Eheh ini sememangnyer sesuatu yg xpnh dipk pn. Pastu bleh ke sebenarnyer aku ni jd pendidik. Musykil gak ngan tahap kebolehan sendri nk mengajar bakal2 pemimpin negara ni. Aziah pn siap ckp kesabaran tue yg kne ade. Haila aku ni dh le slalu j nk marah bleh ke tahan ngan student2 yg mcm2 perangai tue. Agaknyer kne tanyer pendapt aida sbb die slalu suruh ajar die mse kt u dlu. Cmner ek aida, agak2 aku lps ke jd pendidik ni….

Anis Umairah

2008-06-09T10:20:00.002+08:00

Anis yg coomellllll sgt2

Weddings

2008-06-03T14:53:00.003+08:00

me n hasu on her big day

kengkawan yg dtg memeriahkn majlis

Congratulation to hasuzila n norliza on their wedding day last 31st May. Besh sgt2 dpt attend wedding dieorg especially hasu. Thanx hasu coz sempat lg layan kiteorg on ur big day :). Match sgt green color tu ngan hasu. Dh lapan taun xjumpe tp hasu still hasu yg same dan die dgn inche syed to mmg la MFEO. B'cinte dr zaman skool tuh.

Yg bestnyer g wedding ni bile dpt jumpe kengkwn yg lain. Seriously mmg xpnh jumpe or contact dieorg after abis sekolah dulu n dulu tu adlh 8 thn yg lalu. T'sgt la lamenyer tmpoh tu n skang masing2 dh kje n of course ade yg dh tukar title. Xsangke dpt jumpe nedah, cik, marinar, norizan, afzan, wan, deq nor n of course bride of the day hasu n liza. Aini xdpt dtg sbb ade exam. Aini pn dh kawen mse election aritu n so sad xdpt attend wedding die even though dpt jumpe b4 the event. Emm syima pn dh kawen a week after aini's big day. My best friend, roshaizan is the first in our batch yg get married I think. Die dh ade anak pn but unfortunately she's a single parent now. Her hubby had passed away…

When will the time comes...

2008-06-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

eheh only 2 weeks left b4 I can say sayonara to FFES. But FFB is also a nightmare and maybe becoming even worse after this. I need to get out from this 'FF' thing. Really2 need to do so. I cannot live my life if I still stuck in here. Xtau ble msenyer tp sgt2 b'harap that a miracle will happen some find day. Walaupn akan bg lame excuse bile nk resign nnt tp time tu sure xkesah dh ape yg org lain pk.
Dh sminggu xbleh surf int boringnyer. Nk publish entry ni pn xbleh. So tulis j la dlu nnt bru post. Byk kje yg xsiap sbnrnyer. Xtau cmner nk buat xde guideline pn. Kalo la bleh dpt kje lain within 3 weeks ni rsenyer I'm the happiest person on earth. Xyah g training PLC n for sure xdpt project bru dh. Even though still kne siapkn project yg ade tp xkesahlah sbb tau xlme dh nk kje kt cni.Hurmm.. ble la mse tu nk sampai…..

A picture of me

2008-05-26T17:39:00.001+08:00

This is a pic of me wif my cheeky nephew, farhan. pic ni amik kt dataran helang at langkawi when we were there last month

Specially dedicated to Ayda

2008-05-26T13:32:00.002+08:00

eheh ayda this entry is specially dedicated to u. disebabkn ko komplen blog aku xde entry bru so aku pn menulis la utk tatapan ko hehe. bkn xnk tulis sebenarnyer kalo ikutkn hati semue bende pn nk tulis kt cni. it's juz i'd promised to myself not to do this blogging thing during working hours. kn dlm entry lps dh tulis i spent lots of time reading e-novel by Hlovate. i'm not going to do it anymore. today i'm not even open the website. of course it's not going to be 8 hrs working w/o doing any personal thing. i'm also a human lor....
target sekarang nk cri kje lain. xmo dh kje ngan crane ni. ayda dun be surprised k if one day i become a t-cher. i already applied for it hahaha

Live well, live hell..... u choose

2008-05-23T09:40:00.000+08:00

Haila last week gone crazy after Hlovate e-novel plak. Ape nk jd nih makin byk dh buat bende2 yg xsepttnyer. Sedar bkn xsedar tp sbb kt opis ni j yg bleh surf internet 2 yg jd cmni. Xpasal2 si Hlovate pn dpt saham gak. Title entry ni pn amik quote yg Jade ckp kt Trisy dlm Rooftop Rant. T'sangt la meaningfulnye quote tu sbb mmg btul pn kite yg pilih nk hidup mcm mne. Tp sebenarnyer there's always a reason why kite pilih jln hidup tu. Byk factors yg m'pengaruhi every decision that we made ( tu pn kalo yg jenis consider org lain la dlm buat decision).
Emm ade satu lg quote yg best dpt dr email yg dya bg tjk The Mayonnaise Jar and Coffee. Quote tu ckp: If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Dan saye t'sgt la b'setuju dgn pendapt professor yg ckp tuh….

Kenape saye berubah

2008-05-12T13:09:00.002+08:00

kalo bce title entry ni mesti org xphm nape itu yg saye questionkn. sbb kalo saye berubah ke arah yg lbh baik mmg xkn wujudnye soalan tu. dlu slalu nasihatkn aida (sorry aida name ko tetibe muncul kt blog aku ni) pk yg positive j jgn beratkn kepale pk bende2 yg xsepatutnye n jgn slalu rse diri sendri yg plg kesian dlm dunia ini. tp nape skang saye plak yg slalu buat bende2 tu. slalu rse diri yg plg kesian yg plg malang walaupn ape yg berlaku xlah seteruk mne. xtau la maybe sbb skang ni t'lalu byk free time smpi bleh pk bende2 cmtu...
pdhl dlm dunia ni mne ade bende yg perfect. mne ade org yg hidup tanpe masalah. tp tulah ble tibe2 angin sepoi2 yg b'tiup dlm kepale mengasak minda yg xberape nk b'pikirn positive lately tu yg slalu pk yg bkn2. mungkin jugak saye lupa nk mengadu pd 'Dia'. Dia yg lebih memahami saye lbh dr segala2nye....

New job pleaseeeeeeeee.....

2008-05-09T09:29:00.002+08:00

seriously mmg rse nk brenti kje j yg ade inside my head rite now. minggu ni t'sgt2 la teruk rsenye. letih tu mmg xpyh nk cerite la tp bile solat pn dh t'abai rsenyer dh xbleh tolerate dh. xkn sbb kje solat bleh tolak tepi. xtau ape yg org lain pk tp saye ttp ngan pendapat saye. selagi ade kje yg m'bolehkn saye mencari rezeki yg halal tanpa meninggalkn ape yg wajib dibuat selagi tu saye kne cri. xde keberkatannyer dlm hidup kalo bende yg pn penting kite dh tingglkn...

Pagi yg gelap kini sudah terang....

2008-05-02T09:56:00.001+08:00

hmm tajuk entry ni sebenarnyer lirik lagu kumpulan hujan. pg td mse on the way pegi kje mmg agak gelap n dh rintik2 hujan pn tp sekarang matahari dh memancarkn sinarnyer. arini xramai org kt office coz ramai yg smbg cuti. jdnyer activity pd hari ini adlh m'updatekn blog, reply email kengkwn n buat report utk secondment kt service yg dh 3 minggu xbuat.
nasib baik xpegi FFB td kalo x sure xtau nk buat ape kt sne. rsenyer kt FFB pn ramai gak yg cuti kecuali steven yg t'amatla rajinnyer dtg keje. cuti die byk lg tp xnk amik cuti. kalo cuti die bg pd saye rsenyer dh lme abis.
mlm ni nk pegi psr mlm dkt umah. harap2 xujan la kalo x sian la kt cik dya yg b'puase tuh. makan megi j la jwbnyer. satu bende yg t'amatla temtingnyer kt psr mlm tuh - durian. bau die j dh menggoda inikn pulak bile tgk isinyer. haih.. mmg xbleh tahan. jdnyer mlm ni selain bli yong tau foo target ke-2 adlh bli durian. t'ingat mse pungut durian gugur kt kg zaman skolah dulu2. best sgt2 coz punyela xcited cari durian yg gugur tu...

of being an engineer...

2008-04-26T09:53:00.000+08:00

i dun really know how is the feeling of being an engineer. i dun feel like an engineer when i was working wif my previous company and i dun feel it either when i first joined favelle favco berhad. but it was changed a bit as the time goes by. at least now i can see what engineers do for their company.
the only problem wif this job is that i cannot find my passion for it. spending my life almost 1 yr wif this company doesn't make any difference. this company is indeed a gud place for me to gain xperience. so much to do and learn and now i know that it's not easy to be an engineer. maybe the working environment that doesn't help at all...

Chocolate oh Chocolate

2008-04-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

Xtau betul ke x tp dh 3 kali saye demam disebabkn chocolate. mule2 xnoticed pn demam tu disebabkn pengambilan chocolate yg lebih dr biase. after second time the same thing happened to me than i realize that i cannot eat toooooo many chocolate like my sister did. she can finish the whole bar of cadbury chocolate without having any problemo. tp saye mkn xabis pn 1 bar chocolate 2 dh demam. seriously xtau nape. demam yg teruk pulak 2. second time pn same demam lg after mkn chocolate.
now i'm having a fever again. ni gara2 mkn chocolate yg bli kt langkawi tu la. tp rse2 nyer xlah mkn byk sgt pn. even my sister pn complain i didn't eat much the chocolate. maybe btul stetement yg penah saye bce.
Quote: Only eat chocolate when you are healthy....

Sesuatu untuk renungan semue

2008-04-15T12:28:00.000+08:00

JANGAN MENGELUH ...........
Kita selalu Bertanya....................dan Al-Quran sudah menjawabnya.................
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU DIUJI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan; "Kami telah beriman," ("I am full of faith to Allah") sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji org2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yg benar dan, sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg dusta."
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA AKU TAK DAPAT APA YG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286
KITA BERTANYA : KENAPA RASA FRUST?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Jgnlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan jgnlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman."
- Surah Al-Imran ayat 139
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bersabarlah kamu (menghadapi segala kesukaran dalam menger jaka n perkara-perkara yang berkebajikan), dan kuatkanlah kesabaran kamu lebih daripada kesabaran musuh, di medan perjuangan), dan bersedialah (dengan kekuatan pertahanan di daerah-daerah sempadan) serta bertaqwalah (be fearfull of Allah The Almighty) kamu kepada Allah supaya, kamu berjaya (mencapai kemenangan)."
KITA BERTANYA : BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan jalan sabar dan menger jaka n sembahyang; dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amatlah berat kecuali kepada orang-orang yang khusyuk"
- Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45
KITA BERTANYA : APA YANG AKU DAPAT DRPD SEMUA INI?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari org2 mu'min, diri, harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga utk mereka... ?
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 111
KITA BERTANYA : KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
QURAN MENJAWAB
"Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain dari Nya. Hanya kepadaNya aku bertawakkal."
- Surah At-Taubah ayat 129
KITA BERKATA : AKU TAK DAPAT TAHAN!!!
QURAN MENJAWAB "... ..dan jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dr rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yg kafir."
- Surah Yusuf ayat 12

Tak laratnyer....

2008-04-14T12:13:00.000+08:00

arini rse xbest sgt. bdn semue sakit2 nape ntah padahal smlm xbuat pape pn. xkn la stakat basuh bju n sapu sampah smpi sakit cmni. xtau nape tp lately senang sgt sakit. dlm tempoh xsampai sthn kje kt favco ni dh 2 kali demam teruk. arini pn rse nk demam j. alahai xlarat btul kalo demam lagi....

Holiday....

2008-04-11T08:21:00.000+08:00

Letihnyer rse blk dr b'cuti nih tmbh2 meletihkan bile kne pg kje. dhla sab2 ni pn kje tensionnyer berlipat kali ganda. time g b'cuti mmg sronok xyah nk pk ape pn juz pk nk g mne on dat day n nk mkn ape. frust gak xdpt mkn laksa kt sne. pakndak awal2 dh psn mesti try semue kedai laksa kt sne coz mmg best tp kiteorg xjumpe pn kedai yg jual laksa.
mcm biase coklat yg m'buatkan dya n i went crazy. bli coklat kt sne smpi beratus2 hinggit abis. lepas tuh letih lak mengangkut bwk blk. nsb naik flight kalo naik bus mmg xbleh imagine...
disebabkn filem fitna yg m'buatkan kiteorg memulaukn brg2 dr holland 2 so obviously hershey's choc j pilihan yg ade. bli all types of hershey's yg mmg xpnh jumpe pn kt kl nih. hmm pelik gak nape all those choc xjual kt kl. tp cadbury 2 mmg la t'sgt temtingnyer dhla murah j byk la flavor yg xpnh jumpe. haih nsb la kuat iman so both of us b'jaya ignore all those cadbury chocolates. yg bestnyer sbb dpt bli coklat celebration yg harge rm80++ kt cni ngan harge rm49 j kt sne. t'sangatla puas hatinyer saye....

Si comel Farhan

2008-04-04T10:49:00.000+08:00

i luv this pic very much. but this is not the latest pic of farhan. i can't remember how old is he when this pic was taken. tp dh pic ni j yg ade so letak j la. mse ni farhan stil gne walker n xpandai duduk pn lg. die comel sgt mse ni coz pipi die yg gebu tu.

skang nih dh pandai jln n t'sgtla activenyer si comel nih. sbb tu die dh kurus tp pipi die stil lg best utk dicubit hehehe....

Saye menulis lg....

2008-04-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

skang ni lunch time. arini xkuar duduk opis mkn roti j. xde mood btul nk buat kje arini tp kje2 tu semue kne submit friday ni b4 i'm leaving for vacation. xsabar rsenyer nk g langkawi. drpd zaman blaja dulu nk pg tp xpg2. so this saturday emak, abah, elder sis niza wif farhan si comel, dya and i will go to langkawi yeay!!! gumbira xt'kate sbb dpt g holiday ngan family. awal2 dulu plan nk pg bln 3 tp xjd nsb baik jd gak akhirnyer.

rindunyer kt si comel farhan a.k.a dede. hmm die xpandai sebut farhan so bile kiteorg tanyer name siape die akan jawab dede. cute btul mane die dpt word dede tu pn xtau. tp frust btul ingtkn blk langkawi nnt bleh ltk pic kt cni. tp td my twin call ckp my parents dh ade kt jb. so xsempat nk psn dieorg bwkkn laptop kt umah tu. frustnyer....

The boss is back...

2008-04-03T08:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a terrible day. i juz made up my mind to love my job n have passion for it but then it turned another way around. a discussion wif my boss spoiled my mood for the whole day. he was saying something that not encourage me at all. why he did that to me and my colleague. i felt hopeless n useless. am i not gud enough for his team.

life isn't as easy as we want. i should follow the sign in the first place. now it's not time to regret. it's time to take an action n put a strong effort into it.

nasib baik hari2 pg kje pn dpt dgr fafau n fbi. both of them make me smile every morning. suke sgt dgr panggiln hangit n hot check dieorg tuh. at least pg2 dtg kje mood baik skit. xle boring sgt nk mengadap boss kt opis nih. tp sebenarnyer rse menyesal sgt2 mse bg comment psl kwn2 kt boss aritu. penat j cover tp at last bgtau jugak. harap2 comment2 yg saye bg tu xbg effect ape2 pd dieorg....

It's time to change

2008-04-02T08:06:00.000+08:00

i hope today will never be like all those days that i used to have. i really2 wanted to change. change my attitude towards my job n have more passion for it. but again, it's easier said than done. i'd been trying to love this job since i joined this company july last year. but i guess the passion doesn't exist at all....

sometimes ssh nk phm diri sendri. xtau ape yg sendri nk. tp skang ni ape yg pasti saye t'amat2 la suke menulis di blog ni. lepas bce blog org lain tetibe rse nk create sendri punye. tp limited time yg ade xm'bolehkn saye m'hasilkn blog yg menarik. tp xpela asalkn ade blog yg m'bolehkn saye mereleasekn segale tension yg ade.

Finally...

2008-04-01T17:15:00.000+08:00

emm... finally i manage to create my own blog